You don't become a christian and then not become a christian. Once you are connected to a holy and loving God you never want to leave Him. You will cling to Him and beg for more knowlegde of this wonderfull Creator. That was why man was created, to know his Creator.
Yes yes you do. The "real christian" argument is by far one of the stupidest things I've ever heard ( and believe me thats saying a lot). You don't know what I believed or how fervently, for you to tell me that I wasn't a real christian in the first place is presumptuous, rude, ignorant and most of all bullshit.