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So, I've been meaning to actually make a thread in here for a while. I know I have the photography one, but I haven't been taking pictures lately, and I need a blog of sorts because I'm bored and don't feel like posting stuff on Facebook.

I've lost 10lbs this month, I weighed 210lbs this morning, which is the lowest I've been in nearly a year. I got as high as 223lbs, which is the most I've weighed since 2006 when I was at 245lbs. For those that use KGs, 223lbs is 101 kg. That's ridiculously high for someone that's only 5'8". Part of my massive weight gain was due to the random drugs my doctors kept putting me on, which absolutely murdered my metabolism worse than it was already. The other part is that when I'm bored or feeling down, I tend to just eat whether I'm actually hungry or not.

So I've actually dedicated myself to going to the gym 5 days a week and doing an hour of cardio. I'm also eating better and limiting my caloric intake to 1,400 calories a day before exercising. That puts me on track to lose about 2lbs a week. I'm obviously losing more than that at the moment simply because of initial water weight loss. I thought about doing the south beach diet, but I honestly couldn't figure out how to force myself to nearly starve for two weeks to begin with. Plus, I'm at my parents house twice a week for dinner on Thursdays and lunch/dinner on Sundays, so keeping to SBD would have been more than a little difficult.

I'm the only one in my family at this point that's grossly overweight. My mom is only about 10-15lbs over what she should be, and my sister is about the same. My dad, after spending most the last two decades since leaving the military at around 200lbs (he's 5'9"), went onto Nutrisystem for dropped down to 145lbs. My brother has always been ridiculously skinny and has an absurdly high metabolism. So the only person in my immediate family that's overweight is my sister-in-law who hasn't lost any weight since she put on about 100lbs after her first pregnancy.

My goal weight is about 150-160lbs depending on muscle mass and such, as I'm planning on incorporating weights into my workout in the next few weeks as well. I basically am just tired of being the fat one and feeling crappy about myself all the time as a result.

My other goal is to start eating healthy and cooking. I used to cook all the time, but I've gotten really lazy again. So I'm gonna head to the store tonight after work and go get some chicken breasts and more veggies. My snacks are going from chips and sour cream dip to baby carrots and yogurt.

I want to be a good example to my son on how to be healthy. I don't want to be worn out all the time when I'm playing with him. I already have enough health problems between my bipolar, bad knee, chronic headaches, and persistent shoulder separation.

Anyway, I guess I just needed to get that out. I'll be using this thread for random shit as well, but also to keep myself motivated, along with being accountable to people, and the workout challenge threads around here.
 
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Can't fucking sleep tonight... feel like shit, not like I'm sick, just like... my meds aren't doing shit for me. So many things I wish I could've done differently, that I wish had turned out differently. Now I'm left with the broken pieces of what used to be something really good.

Back to watching more Weeds I suppose.
 

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I really hate my life at the moment... it's nearly 2am, and I'm still at work because my stupid fucking users keep downloading and installing fucking spyware. Oh, and my stupid fucking boss won't let me by stupid fucking preventative fucking software so that this fucking shit will stop happening. A grand fucking cost of $500 for a year's license, but apparently that's too goddamn fucking expensive for him... yet he had no problem with me dropping $150 on a piece of software for him two weeks ago... a piece of software that there is a perfectly acceptable free alternative for. Oh, and I don't even fucking get overtime. I'm planning on taking tomorrow off, but I'm fucking certain that something will fucking go on around here so I'll fucking have to fucking come back in and work for 2-3 hours anyway. Fuck, I might as well just fucking stay here until people start showing up in another five motherfucking hours.
 

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I'm about to loooossseeee myyyy miiinnndddddd.

I hate these shitheads... every last one of them. I've barely been able to get anything done today because it's been a non-stop bitchfest about stuff that doesn't matter.
 

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I'm about to loooossseeee myyyy miiinnndddddd.

I hate these shitheads... every last one of them. I've barely been able to get anything done today because it's been a non-stop bitchfest about stuff that doesn't matter.

Work crap I take it?
 

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Oh, and apparently there's someone here that thinks that I'm, "too scared to tell guyzerr to stfu and stop acting like a child". At least, that's what my negative rep tells me... there are five other hilarious ones from the same person in there as well, but that one takes the cake. When have I ever backed down from anyone around here? I call things the way that they are. :24:
 

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I'm pretty stoked for this work week.... my job is probably on the line. If I don't get this domain and exchange server up and running flawlessly on Saturday, I'm probably getting fired.
 

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The legs thread reminded me of my horrific fall through a ceiling from 12 feet in the air, and the damage it did to my left leg. That was 5.5 years ago now, and my left knee never fully recovered... permanent nerve damage to the point where it's constantly numb with almost no sensation.

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Update: as my sig shows, I've now lost 12 lbs since I started exercising again. My plan right now is to keep on with just cardio until I hit 195 (which puts me under the "obese" category by BMI) and then hit the weights to go along with cardio.
 
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