Well, even after the burger and fries, I only ended up 200 calories over my goal for the day. So I guess I don't have to self-loathe as much. My main regret is that I didn't go to the gym... but I've figured out how I can go tomorrow and on Saturday.
In other news, I'm stressing out a ton right now over my transition to a domain and exchange server this weekend. I have a meeting with my boss and guys at our parent company in about an hour and a half. I'm certain that I've prepped enough for it, I'm just worried that something will go horribly wrong and I'll end up getting reamed or lose my job because of it. I'm currently working on an emergency backup plan in case it all goes to hell. But I'm not planning on telling anyone else about it; because it'll just look like I'm planning to fail. When in actuality I'm just trying to be prepared, but I know none of them will see it that way.
I'm a giant ball of stress right now, and have taken it out on people that haven't deserved it, and I feel like shit because of it. "/ All of my work on trying to be a better person has gone down the drain... and maybe I'm incapable, I don't really know. Every step of progress is eventually followed by a step back, leaving me in a constant state of never moving forward... but I guess I'm not moving back... but at the same time, I'm not sure how much further back I could move anyway.