You only thought you were at your lowest.
as does everyone at that point
well over 3 monthsDid you walk around like a zombie with a hangover for over a week solid?
i would stay up for days on end, and never want to wake up when i finally did fall asleep...i still dont sleep wellDid you have trouble sleeping for over a week solid?
i wasn't good enough to eat,i didn't deserve foodDid you virtually starve yourself for over a week solid?
...consumed?, thats one way to put it. when all you think about is how the world would be a better place and how everyone would be better off if you just weren't there anymore.when just about about everything you see is a possible implement of your own demise by your own hand, and how you could do it with as little mess or fuss as possible so no-one would be burdened with the clean upWere you consumed with killing yourself 24/7 for over a week solid?
If you answered yes to all the above you are lucky.
I never have been suicidal but I am familiar with depression. And I only have had a mild case compared to many
yeah..i know about it, ive been there...so im entitled to my fucking opinion.