I havent given up bagel...i dont think i ever could on that no matter what i say...i just need to learn when to let go...and how...I need to learn when to end the battle...though ive always believed that if you love someone its never too much to try to make it work....i think now im learning differently...to have that belief shaken...makes me wonder about others somewhatits never to late... i dunno maybe i'm an optomistic fool.. but im still young i have my whoel life ahead of me..i have as on that i will love till time stops.. and i have a dear freidn that ewweather we be ina relationship or not will still hold my heart.. i'm happy.. on most levels..and i dint sit aroudn and wait for htis to happen..i did somehtign..i took chances..and i payed my consequences.. but above all ..i didnt give up hope..and i leanerned to pick my battles and move on whne needed