Why now?
You want me when things aren't so great in your life, when you're alone, when you're lonely, but only then. You say I've hurt you..you say I'm the true love of your life but you're scared. Well...I was scared too...I was hurt too, but I took the chance and you threw me away.
Why do you have to be my best friend, a part of me. Why can't I let you go? You KNOW telling you my news this week is going to kill me...I've avoided it for months. I don't want to hurt you, and now you're alone and reaching out for me again and I'm finally gone...I can't stand the thought of seeing you...hell, I can't stand the thought of NOT seeing you, why do I love you still after all the years of misery...but fuck...they were still some of the best times of my life.
You want me when things aren't so great in your life, when you're alone, when you're lonely, but only then. You say I've hurt you..you say I'm the true love of your life but you're scared. Well...I was scared too...I was hurt too, but I took the chance and you threw me away.
Why do you have to be my best friend, a part of me. Why can't I let you go? You KNOW telling you my news this week is going to kill me...I've avoided it for months. I don't want to hurt you, and now you're alone and reaching out for me again and I'm finally gone...I can't stand the thought of seeing you...hell, I can't stand the thought of NOT seeing you, why do I love you still after all the years of misery...but fuck...they were still some of the best times of my life.