Well, we all had a moment of clarity when we went to Vegas. Me and my friends decided to stop all substances. So, I quit smoking cigs, marijuana and drinking alcohol. I'm really on edge right now. I'm very snappy with co-workers, but its for a good cause. I feel like a caged animal. But I will make it. I know I can. Anyone else ever have a moment like that? Where you just wanna purify your body? Where you just feel dirty, no matter how clean you are? I mean, this stuff was beating me up. I was calling myself a piece of shit. Then I started thinking. Its a good thing that I'm beating myself up. Cause it shows that I know what's right from wrong. Then I started thinking. If I realize something is wrong, why do I do it? Why do I constantly find the most ignorant ways of justifying killing myself, rather than looking at the reality of it? The reality being, I'm paying a bunch of rich ass holes a bunch of money to kill me. So fuck it, I'm a grown ass man. Its time to let go of this lifestyle and step up. Thanks for reading guys.