Lovemaking on Otz

[Pabst]

Meh... I'm pretty much a broken person, incomplete, not whole.... doesn't know my identity, my fingerprint.... that isn't something people like.

broken maybe, incomplete no. you just havent put yourself back together yet.

since i decided to let go of the resentment, anger, the feeling of injustice, the grudges, i've started feeling better.

by doing these things i was hurting myself. now that i've stopped i dont feel as angry. hopefully in time i wont be known for being angry.

talk to the doctor about your meds. my doctor increased my dose and i dont feel depressed now. its weird, i woke up and didnt feel all mopey and down. i'm not giggly and shit either, i feel like i'm in a neutral mood for the most part, things feel very level for me.

i'm probably always going to have depression, that doesnt mean i'm gonna let it control me any longer.

why do we fall down?

so we can learn to pick ourselves up.

ok its from a movie but it still applies.

 

[JanieDough]

Meh... I'm pretty much a broken person, incomplete, not whole.... doesn't know my identity, my fingerprint.... that isn't something people like.

anie - i mean this with absolute kindness and love


but quit it!

we all have felt this way, and this can be said about all of us. it's called life. our life probably is or used to be just as shitty as yours or as shitty as you think it is

please don't think you are unique in this way. you are no black sheep.

you don't corner the market on being broken.

ok girlie?

and i know that sounds mean, but I am trying to get you to stop feeling so bad about yourself because we all have been there or are there right now.

I am not telling you to shut up = not at all. Say what you want, and get it off your chest whenever you feel like it. But this is my response to your feelings - that you shouldn't feel exclusively fucked up

you are not alone in that club.

 

[Dakota Jim]

no feeling about anyone here especially since i really dont know anyone except by there post. know one e-mails me and i`m not good at first contact in e-mails...lol. there are a some though that when i see them post i do go see what they have posted because i enjoy reading what they have to say for diffrent reason.....


lord stanley - i try to catch most of his post

margene - she makes me smile

dana - i like to see what hes going to come up with next...lol

redryder - love to see her sceeming tokenz...lol

taralynn - only because she made this thread...lol. kidding, shes just silly and i like her

grin - she makes me grin...lol

pabst - i know you dont like to be named but you just crack me up sometimes and also just enjoy reading your post

dakota jim - first person i really noticed on the forums when i joined up here and always enjoyed reading his post

and admin an the mods [place kiss butt smiley here]


i did leave a few out because i cant think of there name right off hand and i`m sorry


oh, and that one guy who only post pictures. i have NEVER seen him say one word but i always go to see what pic hes going to post...lol

Thanks and I must say, you are a nice and generally kind guy. You've been a fun addition to the board. Hope your day is a happy one pard.

 

[freakofnature]

I've been let down for so many years by everyone I've known... so yeah... you're on the mark with that.

My full trust... can't seem to do that, mine's limited with the expectation of never seeing them again or else getting hurt.

I know how you feel. I am broken too. Heart doesn't work anymore. At least you got help when you were still young. You've got a chance.

 

[shocker69]

There's a few people I like to look out for here more than others. Not much as of late because I've been distancing myself from the forum, but there's others here I would give my left arm for, if it came down to losing my arm or keeping them as friends.

Those people know who they are & I thank them for being REAL friends.

Gawd that sounded sooooo ghey!

 

[Lord Stanley]

I know how you feel. I am broken too. Heart doesn't work anymore. At least you got help when you were still young. You've got a chance.

that is a sad statement to read, i am sincere in my best wishes for you i refuse to believe your heart will not find love

 

[Grin]

I know how you feel. I am broken too. Heart doesn't work anymore. At least you got help when you were still young. You've got a chance.

Serena, stop this shit. You have a fine mind and the most beautiful eyes I've ever seen. You're made, girl! :thumbup

 

[freakofnature]

that is a sad statement to read, i am sincere in my best wishes for you i refuse to believe your heart will not find love

It is sad but I am slowly putting myself back together and I believe I can be just as happy as a spinster. I will be the best spinster ever.

Serena, stop this shit. You have a fine mind and the most beautiful eyes I've ever seen. You're made, girl! :thumbup

If people like you would kindly move to Saskatoon so I could have someone to hang out with that would be really cool.

 

[Lord Stanley]

It is sad but I am slowly putting myself back together and I believe I can be just as happy as a spinster. I will be the best spinster ever.

ok time for me to a tad blunt, sorry in advance - you are a witty attractive energetic person, there is no way you you should remain single, i don't know the history, i will assume you have recently broken up with someone, however enjoy your single time, someone with as much charm as you will not stay single long

one thing though - get yourself a Habs sweater

 

[freakofnature]

ok time for me to a tad blunt, sorry in advance - you are a witty attractive energetic person, there is no way you you should remain single, i don't know the history, i will assume you have recently broken up with someone, however enjoy your single time, someone with as much charm as you will not stay single long

one thing though - get yourself a Habs sweater

I've never broken up with anyone. I suppose I COULD get myself a Habs jersey but I wouldn't know what to do with it. :unsure: Fleury would look kinda funny on the back of one anyway so I'll just stick to the Flames. :nod: Thanks for the advice, though.

 

[Lord Stanley]

the Montreal sweater immediately makes you hornier - sorry if i was OTT - just don't like seeing people down

 

[freakofnature]

the Montreal sweater immediately makes you hornier - sorry if i was OTT - just don't like seeing people down

LOL! Back in the day I used to HATE the Canadiens. You know, when the Flames beat them to win the Stanley Cup...IN Montreal. A Montreal jersey may make me hornier but a Flames jersey makes me hotter (pun intended).

 

[Lord Stanley]

LOL! Back in the day I used to HATE the Canadiens. You know, when the Flames beat them to win the Stanley Cup...IN Montreal. A Montreal jersey may make me hornier but a Flames jersey makes me hotter (pun intended).

yeah you guys had quite the team in the those days - always had a ton of respect for Lanny

 

[Taralynn]

Anie....I just look at your pictures and when I see those soulful big brown eyes and that wonderful, beautiful face all I can think of is life unfolding for you and how much there is to be discovered. Posting to you makes me giggle and I always look for you. You are so very cherished by me. I understand the internet is pretty limited but I look for you. Just to take an Anie pulse to see how you're doing. I think of you all the time. Make no mistake, beloved woman.

I was broken a few years back and given a nasty life expectancy. Then told I would never have a child. I believed what THEY told me rather than what *I* thought I could do. After a while I had to stop and take stock of my life. I decided I wasn't going to go where the ride took me but take control of the wheel. And guess what? I'm still here and I have a child.

Please try not to give into your own feeling of loss. Take stock and rise above the BS. It's hard and it isn't easy. But the thing is..I'm still alive when I wasn't supposed to be but ONLY because I refused to buy into it. And honey.....I sense you are WAY stronger and more resilient than I.

Serena? We make our choices in life and roll with the punches for sure. You are very loved by us here on the fourm and I hope you never lose sight of that. I adore you. I so enjoy you're posts!!! I love our banter together and when Anie joins in the hilarity triage begins. Serena? YOU rocks my socks.
Satin and TD are the sizzle when it comes to looks across the room. These are two love birds that make the forum sing.

And to the rest of you on this thread....I love passing you through the night. I love seeing you across the room. I love crossing the room as you cross it to. A tiny caress in a post.

Happt Thanksgiving from the Thundercunt!

 

[Anie]

Thank you Tara... *hugs* You're one awesome thundercunt!

 

[Taralynn]

Thank you Tara... *hugs* You're one awesome thundercunt!

God I LOVE it when I'm called a thundercunt!!! I need a Tinkerbell thundercunt siggy with thunderclouds, lightening and a bunch of pixe shit scattered about.

I'mma gonna make a thread and pay tokenz now!!!!

Whoops!!! In a minute. Mia woke up. :eek


****Hugs***** to YOU sweet baby Anie!!!

 

[freakofnature]

Thank you Tara... *hugs* You're one awesome thundercunt!

:homo:

 

[Anie]

God I LOVE it when I'm called a thundercunt!!! I need a Tinkerbell thundercunt siggy with thunderclouds, lightening and a bunch of pixe shit scattered about.

I'mma gonna make a thread and pay tokenz now!!!!

Whoops!!! In a minute. Mia woke up. :eek


****Hugs***** to YOU sweet baby Anie!!!

I want to do the siggy, pweeeeeeeeeeeeezzzzzeeeeeeeeeee

 

[freakofnature]

I want to do the siggy, pweeeeeeeeeeeeezzzzzeeeeeeeeeee

DOOOO EEEEEEEEEEEEEEET!!!! :willy_nilly:

 

[Anie]

DOOOO EEEEEEEEEEEEEEET!!!! :willy_nilly:

I have to hurry before someone else beats me to it! :willy_nilly: