Lovemaking on Otz

[Margene]

Meh... I'm pretty much a broken person, incomplete, not whole.... doesn't know my identity, my fingerprint.... that isn't something people like.

I'm sorry you are feeling so down Anie. I hope you will find peace within yourself soon.

 

[alice in chains]

dont worry about your identity. i'm just me. thats how i identify myself

 

[Anie]

Peace, warmth, happiness, not lonely... nice thoughts, maybe I'll achieve it one day, not today though.

 

[Margene]

Peace, warmth, happiness, not lonely... nice thoughts, maybe I'll achieve it one day, not today though.

*HUGS* Sweetie. Some days are like that.

 

[Anie]

When it becomes most days you feel trapped and beaten.

 

[Margene]

When it becomes most days you feel trapped and beaten.

Indeed Anie. I don't know what to suggest as I know you are seeing a doc about it.

 

[Anie]

A few of my triggers went off today, I know what they are.... just letting it pass through me...

 

[Margene]

A few of my triggers went off today, I know what they are.... just letting it pass through me...

I understand the terminology, but even in knowing what your particular triggers are, it's a battle to deal with them.

 

[Anie]

I understand the terminology, but even in knowing what your particular triggers are, it's a battle to deal with them.

Mine are based on my worst fears, facing that fear has been a battle for awhile... my faith in people are dim.

 

[Margene]

Mine are based on my worst fears, facing that fear has been a battle for awhile... my faith in people are dim.

I don't know what all you have been through, but if you don't have faith in people it is probably because you have been let down many times.

Building trust, allowing yourself to trust, can be very difficult after that. I know.

 

[Anie]

I've been let down for so many years by everyone I've known... so yeah... you're on the mark with that.

My full trust... can't seem to do that, mine's limited with the expectation of never seeing them again or else getting hurt.

 

[BeautifulHeart]

Anie red skyblue td wookie wedz southofheaven god love everyones threads

 

[Keight]

There are a few i like to look out for, almost like looking after my mates without them knowing. Its nice to know they are doing ok however, most the people i look out for dont bloody post here much anymores kinda makes me think i wasnt really doing my job all that well :24:

 

[AUFred]

I make a point of reading and following certain posters and exchange rep & pm's with a few. I have become far more guarded over time than I once was on the web. I am honest to a fault.

 

[Dana]

I can't remember if i responded to this...

 

[JanieDough]

There are a few people who I don't look for, but if they stop posting I miss them.

 

[Taralynn]

There are a few people who I don't look for, but if they stop posting I miss them.

It's almost a comfort when you do see them, yes? And their absence is strongly felt.

 

[justmee]

no feeling about anyone here especially since i really dont know anyone except by there post. know one e-mails me and i`m not good at first contact in e-mails...lol. there are a some though that when i see them post i do go see what they have posted because i enjoy reading what they have to say for diffrent reason.....


lord stanley - i try to catch most of his post

margene - she makes me smile

dana - i like to see what hes going to come up with next...lol

redryder - love to see her sceeming tokenz...lol

taralynn - only because she made this thread...lol. kidding, shes just silly and i like her

grin - she makes me grin...lol

pabst - i know you dont like to be named but you just crack me up sometimes and also just enjoy reading your post

dakota jim - first person i really noticed on the forums when i joined up here and always enjoyed reading his post

and admin an the mods [place kiss butt smiley here]


i did leave a few out because i cant think of there name right off hand and i`m sorry


oh, and that one guy who only post pictures. i have NEVER seen him say one word but i always go to see what pic hes going to post...lol

 

[satinbutterfly]

I follow a few people around (not going to get myself in trouble again by missing people when I name names)... but I stalk that TD guy for sure. :ninja

 

[Tyler Durden]

I follow a few people around (not going to get myself in trouble again by missing people when I name names)... but I stalk that TD guy for sure. :ninja

Since I stalk you back.....I think we may be going round in circles lol