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I managed to stay under my calorie goal today even though I had a dunkin donuts bagel for breakfast and five guys for lunch. I ate well, and I'm proud of myself for having done that without keeping track.

Logged on for the first time in a week today.
 

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Having a 2 year old means never getting to eat your own food.

Even though I set her up with a bowl of cheerios in another room, she came meandering in here, saw I had cereal (even if it were the same thing...which it's not this time) and started begging for it as though I starve her.


Ooooh, Abigail Elisabeth..lol
 

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See, here's the thing.

I'm 23. I'm not happy with who I am. A few weeks ago, I filled the front and back of a piece of notebook paper with paragraphs about things I don't like about myself. And I decided to take that piece of paper out back and burn it. I burned it because I don't have to have those things about myself control who I am. And once upon a time, I let everyone control who I am. And I was miserable. I want to live my life, my way. And if you can't accept that, then you should go..because I'm not going to let anyone hold me back.



Something has changed within me
Something is not the same
I'm through with playing by the rules
Of someone else's game
Too late for second-guessing
Too late to go back to sleep
It's time to trust my instincts
Close my eyes: and leap!

It's time to try
Defying gravity
I think I'll try
Defying gravity
And you can't pull me down!

I'm through accepting limits
''cause someone says they're so
Some things I cannot change
But till I try, I'll never know!
Too long I've been afraid of
Losing love I guess I've lost
Well, if that's love
It comes at much too high a cost!
I'd sooner buy
Defying gravity
Kiss me goodbye
I'm defying gravity
And you can't pull me down:

(sung) Unlimited
Together we're unlimited
Together we'll be the greatest team

There's ever been
Glinda -
Dreams, the way we planned 'em

If we work in tandem:

There's no fight we cannot win
Just you and I
Defying gravity
With you and I
Defying gravity

They'll never bring us down!
(spoken) Well? Are you coming?

I really hope you get it
And you don't live to regret it
I hope you're happy in the end
I hope you're happy, my friend:

So if you care to find me
Look to the western sky!
As someone told me lately:
"Ev'ryone deserves the chance to fly!"
And if I'm flying solo
At least I'm flying free
To those who'd ground me
Take a message back from me
Tell them how I am
Defying gravity
I'm flying high
Defying gravity
And soon I'll match them in renown
And nobody in all of Oz
No Wizard that there is or was
Is ever gonna bring me down!

I know I don't get it right all the time. And I know you don't like this, don't like me. But you know what? I don't even care anymore. The people who truly care are actually proud of who I'm becoming and love me, regardless of how it makes them feel to deal with the difficult road to get to where I want to be.

And that, my friends, is true love. The kind I've been looking for my whole life. I thought I knew what it looked like, but I was wrong. And that's okay, because, really, it's been there all along.
 

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On another note, Abbey's done well today. Peed on the potty twice. We had an incident earlier where she had an accident in her pants, but it's to be expected, she can't be perfect all the time.
 

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My Kindle broke yesterday, and I'm mad about it.

It seems like no matter how well I treat my electronic devices, everything seems to break. My computer has all new parts as of the beginning of the year, the phone I only got a few months ago runs like shit, my iPhone was the same way, and now my Kindle. I'm shocked and amazed that my XBOX isn't dying a slow and painful death with how much I use it.

:(
 
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