So here's the situation. I LOVE my job. I mean it is the only job I have ever had where I look forward to going to work every day. It just feels like a REAL job and not some lame retail or restaurant job like every other job I've ever had. I am really good at what I do also. I learned pretty quickly and my sales are great, and I probably have the top customer service skills among all of the tellers. Here is what sucks though....I am out of balance a LOT. And I don't know why. I would never ever take money from the bank, but sometimes I am just really absent minded about it, and I think I try to be too fast sometimes and just slip up. It may not sound like a huge deal but it is kind of the most important thing at my job, and I often feel like I am going to get fired for it. My worst screw up was on friday...we have a regular who comes in twice or three times a day with large cash deposits, and friday he only had $10,700, but his deposit slip said $10,800. I informed him of this, and he told me that I was wrong. I had one of the lead tellers come recount the money with me, and she got the same thing. The one thing that made him upset I think was that after I initially counted the 20s he gave me i stuck them in my bottom drawer. This was $4200 worth of 20 dollar bills and this is what we are supposed to do because having that much money out on the counter is not a good idea, anyone could reach around and grab it. Anyway, so to appease this guy I told him I could balance my drawer to make sure the money was all there....and herein lies the problem. Somehow, my drawer was $930 short. So I couldn't prove to him that i didn't have his extra $100. I could barely sleep last night because I know I could easily be fired for something like this. Thats the shitty part about working at the bank. They trust you, but when shit like this happens they tend to assume the worst. There was one girl who worked there that was the best teller ever, and always had like the top sales in the whole country, she had worked there for years and was everyone's favorite person...and one day they audited her vault when she wasn't there and she had $10,000 missing out of it. So that's pretty much why they don't trust anyone. So that's my situation...I am just so scared of being fired and I feel like I am kind of stupid to just sit and wait for it, like being caught bent over with your pants around your ankles kind of. So I don't know what to do...if I should be looking for something else...or just wait to be fired. Or maybe I am just too negative..maybe they wont fire me...ug I just dont know.