Oh, and if I don't this list of stuff my boss decided needs to get done by New Years, I'll no longer have a job. Awesome. Especially considering I still don't know if one of them is even fucking possible to do. Despite the fact that I've said this on I don't know how many occasions, he decided that it's doable, so therefore it is. I got blasted on all kinds of other complete bullshit, called a liar, told that I don't care about doing anything (despite the fact that I work more weekends than I don't lately), that I take too long doing stuff on the weekend --- that things that take hours I should magically figure out a way to get them done in minutes apparently. Let's see what else, oh when I refuted things that he said, he either changed the subject, or laughed with contempt at me... as though my comments were beneath him.
Fuck this. So, I apparently really do need to find a job... especially since I'm sure that even if I get this stuff done, he'll fire me anyway. He's pulled that shit with me before already. Yay, I get to find a job in an area with 20% unemployment, fucking awesome. I haven't seen an IT job listed in the last two months. Honestly, why can't a single fucking solitary motherfucking thing go right in my fucking life? Honestly. Does anyone have a fucking explanation? I wasted half of my fucking weekend at work, missed spending part of the time that I get with my son... and he gets pissed off at me that I dared take yesterday off. Oh yeah, I apparently am out of the office half the time now... except for the part where I've left early like twice in the last two weeks, and despite working last weekend, I didn't take any extra time off then... which is the norm for me. So now when I have to do maintenance, I'm supposed to schedule it around everyone else and plan it during normal business hours... because like a responsible person, I've taken to doing those kinds of things AFTER FUCKING HOURS WHEN THEY'RE SUPPOSED TO BE DONE! So when I asked him if he's willing to deal with upwards of 2-3 hours of downtime on occasion, he told me that nothing should take that long. He has no earthly idea what is involved in IT; and I told him that... I explained the lengthy processes that are involved in doing stuff, and he told me that they shouldn't take that long. There's no motherfucking understanding, nor is there any attempt to understand anything. I'm held to a bullshit sliding standard that I can't ever meet... because the motherfucker dislikes me for some unknown motherfucking reason.
So yeah... not only do I get to continue looking for a job, but I get to stress over the holidays and start packing my shit up just in case I get fired or don't find another job... so I can go move back in with my parents again. Goddamnit I hate my fucking life right now.
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I don't expect any responses to any of that, I'm just fucking pissed right now. I work my fucking ass off for that company and I get treated like this. Fuck them all.
