***runs in the bar and kisses all the ladies then runs back out and goes back to work***
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*curls up in a ball as I drink a whiskey*
*sighs*
I'm having such a bad day and it's not even 1pm yet....
wish this day would end already...
Hey Anie....
Have a seat, honey.
*slides one Vodka Gimlet*
Try this out...think you might like it.
Now... what's wrong?
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hello all 
Ahhhhhhhhhhh gotja.
Hey Anie....
Have a seat, honey.
*slides one Vodka Gimlet*
Try this out...think you might like it.
Now... what's wrong?
I woke up.
Ummm... honey... that would be classified as a GOOD thing.
The alternative is NOT good.
*hug*
i have just removed the clock from my office and stuck it outside....i have taken my watch and given it to Dez and my phone is now on the otherside of the room... no one tell me what time it is lol
OK... don't look at the time stamp on this post then... or the clock in the lower right-hand corner of your screen. :willy_nilly:
I stared at the wall for a freaking hour curled up in a ball crying because I'm sick and tired of my life, I want a car, I want to move from Edmonton and yet here I stay, staring at the same wall... doing my fucking job and not being happy...
I had a dream about something which makes me freaking happy and when.... I wake up it's gone... everything is always gone eventually... that is how life works....
Awww honey...
Life is Motion.
Are you doing anything TOWARDS getting the car and getting out of Edmonton?
Yes- I know you are.
You are saving up your money and you are making plans.
Don't focus on Now. Now sucks. Now is just the way point between The Past and The Future. Now is a blink.
You KNOW what you want and you know HOW to get it. You are young. You are just starting out, baby.
You'll get there.
Awww honey...
Life is Motion.
Are you doing anything TOWARDS getting the car and getting out of Edmonton?
Yes- I know you are.
You are saving up your money and you are making plans.
Don't focus on Now. Now sucks. Now is just the way point between The Past and The Future. Now is a blink.
You KNOW what you want and you know HOW to get it. You are young. You are just starting out, baby.
You'll get there.
Life just makes it hard for me to get from point a to b.... I'm waiting for my shoe to fucking drop every single day.... I want out of this city... yet I always feel that I'm stuck... sure the numbers grow in my savings account but to me it seems like not a huge deal since I don't know WHEN I am getting out of this town, I always say to people I know that I want to move to Calgary but I don't believe in it as much as I used to... also I wonder if it's the right thing to start over there...
*leaves the bar with a bottle of very strong vodka, drinks a gulp straight... walks towards the door and looks back with a couple tears still rolling down my face as I turn around and walk out the door*
my fucking work awaits...
my fucking work awaits...
You aren't "starting over"... you are opening the next chapter in your life.
You don't know WHEN you are moving? Who controls that? YOU.
Grab a calendar and circle a date and say "I'm moving on THIS date". Then you have a SOLID target... not some nebulous "someday".
You have no family tying you down, no major financial commitments holding you back. You could pack your shit NOW and move... nothing is stopping you. But you are doing it RIGHT... you are PLANNING it out first... THEN moving.
Proud of you, honey.
You don't know WHEN you are moving? Who controls that? YOU.
Grab a calendar and circle a date and say "I'm moving on THIS date". Then you have a SOLID target... not some nebulous "someday".
You have no family tying you down, no major financial commitments holding you back. You could pack your shit NOW and move... nothing is stopping you. But you are doing it RIGHT... you are PLANNING it out first... THEN moving.
Proud of you, honey.
Honey, you don't HAVE to go to Calgary. You can go wherever you want, whenever you want.
Yes it sometimes seems like you are stuck in a rut, like you are going nowhere -- we all have those days when we feel like shit. I know how you feel.
But don't give up - that's the worst thing you can do. If you give up all is lost.
You are 22, you are saving up money, you are working towards your dreams... you have to be patient honey and hold through. You are strong, I know you can do it.
Now, c'mere and give me a hug
In 2006 I said I would move down there....
that fall I wasn't performing well in a college program... I lost focus very badly and always cut classes...
I knew if I went to university in Calgary I would have been raped by a man down there who happens to be a manager of a major company and there is a bunch of those locations down there where he might have tranferred to... he never forgot about me, but he does know if I ever run across him I am kicking his ass...
Dropped out of school, decided to work instead and lost my desires to go to university, I didn't know what program that I truly wanted... I lost touch... I also lost a bunch of dreams...
I knew some great people down there and then I started to think that city would be a good place for me after all... I felt like I could be myself and lead my own life down there...
gotten my heart ripped into pieces by a man who lives down there who I know loves me... and I still love him... I'm afraid of running into him accidently... which I think would take a very long time before that happens but the universe was always funny towards us... again... heart, dreams, desires broken....
Yet I always didn't give up on going to Calgary... but I wonder if it`s the right direction when I got burned so many times....
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that fall I wasn't performing well in a college program... I lost focus very badly and always cut classes...
I knew if I went to university in Calgary I would have been raped by a man down there who happens to be a manager of a major company and there is a bunch of those locations down there where he might have tranferred to... he never forgot about me, but he does know if I ever run across him I am kicking his ass...
Dropped out of school, decided to work instead and lost my desires to go to university, I didn't know what program that I truly wanted... I lost touch... I also lost a bunch of dreams...
I knew some great people down there and then I started to think that city would be a good place for me after all... I felt like I could be myself and lead my own life down there...
gotten my heart ripped into pieces by a man who lives down there who I know loves me... and I still love him... I'm afraid of running into him accidently... which I think would take a very long time before that happens but the universe was always funny towards us... again... heart, dreams, desires broken....
Yet I always didn't give up on going to Calgary... but I wonder if it`s the right direction when I got burned so many times....
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