Wrote this today

[HottyToddyChick]

Got kind of bored in psychology class today, and had just had an argument with bf, which is happening more often, and making me wonder about things... Sorry this is so long!

You hurt me
Not just now
It's a whole lifetime of hurts
& you feel you've done
nothing wrong
And that hurts even more.
Once- I knew for sure
I love you
but now
how could I
Possibly?
It just hurts
too much
I don't know
how much more?
I can take.
I've been here before-
you were someone else,
but I've been here.
I've seen the light
I know better
I knew better.
What am I here again?
Why am I doing this?
don't i deserve to be
happy?
don't i deserve
(to be)
the best?
I feel trapped.
imprisoned.
unhappy.
I did it once before.
Twice - actually.
I let go of what
I thought I needed you
Something, somebody
that made me hurt.
I can again,
can't i?
i can be
my own
number one.
No more
no more hurt.
no more sadness.
I don't believe
(any more)
in love.
It's not worth the
pain-
heartache-
unbearable hurt.
I'm sorry
but I need to
MAKE ME HAPPY!
so- and
please
don't hate me-
I need out.

 

[Kat]

wow this is very good. Ive been there before too many times. I know the feeling well

 

[Bagel]

very strong peice ..

 

[SilentEyz]

Very Nice.. Thank you for sharing..