V and Tash

It is ashame that you are not "bored" with your life.

It is those types of people that tend to disappoint me overall.

What I would not give for some normalcy in my own life.

(...the true terror lies within living it...)

(...the true terror is surviving...)

(...because while the deceased can rest in peace...you cannot...)

lol we're like opposites then, I find routine and "normalcy" to be insanely boring, I'm the kind of guy who'll do anything just to spice things up, I like taking chances in my life, I'd rather severely injure myself or fail miserably than to be left wondering "What if".
 
lol we're like opposites then, I find routine and "normalcy" to be insanely boring, I'm the kind of guy who'll do anything just to spice things up, I like taking chances in my life, I'd rather severely injure myself or fail miserably than to be left wondering "What if".

Actually, though there is difference, there is similarity.

I as well do not mind severely injuring myself (as I am in the hospital currently) though I do so

with a purpose. I do not seek out my own self interests. My purpose is to help others. Though I look for

normalcy I do not let it stop me from doing what I do as an Anon. Just being an Anon is taking a

chance everyday in one's life. So the key is to have a purpose that is not just about you in a sense.

Wasting life seeking terrors and horrors is what I find disappointing.

It is not worth the price one must pay.

(...that is why I know all to well...)
 
Actually, though there is difference, there is similarity.

I as well do not mind severely injuring myself (as I am in the hospital currently) though I do so

with a purpose. I do not seek out my own self interests. My purpose is to help others. Though I look for

normalcy I do not let it stop me from doing what I do as an Anon. Just being an Anon is taking a

chance everyday in one's life. So the key is to have a purpose that is not just about you in a sense.

Wasting life seeking terrors and horrors is what I find disappointing.

It is not worth the price one must pay.

(...that is why I know all to well...)

My purpose is to see and experience all of the most extreme things I possibly can, if I can get other people to join me in not giving a fuck and doing things they normally wouldn't then it's not just about me.
 
My purpose is to see and experience all of the most extreme things I possibly can, if I can get other people to join me in not giving a fuck and doing things they normally wouldn't then it's not just about me.

Too many people in this world do not give a fuck as it is.

So there is no new trend there.

What you ask to experience is something that is impossible to experience.

You would first have to care about something in order to truly feel the full effects of pain.

I do not mean just anything either. It has to be something that you would never trade in the entire world.

If you mention it then it really does not mean anything to you to begin with either.

That's the tricky part of it all.

Life only goes after what you value the most and keep close to your heart.

(...by the way this is not a first...)

(...many people have wanted what you wanted and now are lost...)

Just keep in mind that what you ask for is not a game in a sense.

No Power Button.

No Controller.

No Reseting.

(...one can talk about what they would want, but often cannot walk down that road...)
 
Too many people in this world do not give a fuck as it is.

So there is no new trend there.

What you ask to experience is something that is impossible to experience.

You would first have to care about something in order to truly feel the full effects of pain.

I do not mean just anything either. It has to be something that you would never trade in the entire world.

If you mention it then it really does not mean anything to you to begin with either.

That's the tricky part of it all.

Life only goes after what you value the most and keep close to your heart.

(...by the way this is not a first...)

(...many people have wanted what you wanted and now are lost...)

Just keep in mind that what you ask for is not a game in a sense.

No Power Button.

No Controller.

No Reseting.

(...one can talk about what they would want, but often cannot walk down that road...)

I'm not trying to be a trend setter or be "different" from anyone else, I just want to see and do as many things as I possibly can.
 
I'm not trying to be a trend setter or be "different" from anyone else, I just want to see and do as many things as I possibly can.

It does not matter though.

A trend is created the moment you do something because another shall follow eventually.

Just how life works in a sense.

I do appreciate your appetite for life though. To want to do as many things as possible,

but you are asking to experience things that life does not have in store for you.

Besides...I do not think you are ready to experience true terror nor true horror.

Most think that terror or even horror just has to do with them.

(...that is why people always fail in surviving in the first place...)
 
This is so weird, i swear I had a dream about you two. i don't remember the details but I think we were at one of Tasha's 5k walks. The brain is a complex thing. Maybe it was from reading Tasha's weekend festivities yesterday. :ninja

LMFAO...wow, Dana. Either you have crappy dreams or you find absolutely NOTHING remotely attractive about either one of us, LOL JK ;) Funny about the 5K thing, though.

I control my dreams, V and Tash are good slaves :ninja

Oooooh!!!

I've been trying to lucid dream for a while, I've yet to succeed but I'm not going to give up on it. I've heard that when people first start doing it they sometimes encounter some terrifying presence in their dreams.

If I remember right, Boomer is able to lucid dream. You should ask him about it...providing I'm not imagining things, that is, LOL
 
LMFAO...wow, Dana. Either you have crappy dreams or you find absolutely NOTHING remotely attractive about either one of us, LOL JK ;) Funny about the 5K thing, though.



Oooooh!!!



If I remember right, Boomer is able to lucid dream. You should ask him about it...providing I'm not imagining things, that is, LOL
you're both sexy as hell.... My mind must be impotent :24:
 
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