went out with a few friends today she was there i tried to keep a smile on my face but i just wanted to hold her and kiss her but no instead i just ended up hiding in the bathroom to cry without anyone finding me and now im home again... alone...
looking for to tomorrow going out with a few mates to the beach and shes gonna be there... the closest i can get to her now is the hug when we say goodbye <3
was bored a little now i can not wait for the pizza dough to be ready maybe another 15 minutes
when i make pizza at home i do use the ready one(lazy) but i thought to try make my own
so can not wait to see if it is good to eat or go in the bin :24: