Trying to stay Strong

[SilentEyz]

Ok, I am trying really hard here,

My daughter has been gone a week now.. An entire freaking week I have not seen her, I have to tell you .. It is absolutly killing me,

I am so easily aggitated, and high strung, I just don't deal well without my daughter.

I never have, and .. OMFG, I hate not having her here, it has been almost a month since she has even been in this house, It is so empty without her prescence,

I just want to break things, I just want to lose complete control, She is my life dammit, people don't understand this.. and I want her back, because I am so empty without her.

 

[TheOriginalJames]

wow... where's she at?

If you feel you're going to lose it, I give you permission to slap lemon around. :lol

 

[andcuriouser]

Whoa, you poor thing.
Where is she?

 

[SilentEyz]

Oops sorry ( maybe one shot to many..lol )

My Daughter has been sent to a Behavioral institute in Denver, A little over 200 miles from me, and before that she was in a local hospital, She suffers from severe Social Phobias, that had caused her to become out of control, and a danger to herself and others around her.

 

[andcuriouser]

Oh man. At least she's getting help, right?

We're all here to listen if you need to talk! She'll be okay.

 

[SilentEyz]

She will be ok, And It is good for her, she is where she needs to be,

I don't know, The longest I have ever gone without seeing my daughter is like a day.. This is harsh

 

[andcuriouser]

Wow.

I remember when I was younger (well, okay, even now), I was always making up excuses to stay away from my mom. But we've had problems. I'm super close to my dad. We call each other all the time.

There was never really any separation anxiety, though. That does sound like what you're experiencing, almost.

 

[TheOriginalJames]

Oh man. At least she's getting help, right?

We're all here to listen if you need to talk! She'll be okay.

I agree with Leland. (I didn't think the "with homo" sign is really appropriate here... so I didn't use it.)

 

[SilentEyz]

My blog tells more, But yeah she is my life..

 

[andcuriouser]

I agree with Leland. (I didn't think the "with homo" sign is really appropriate here... so I didn't use it.)

If anything, it should be more appropriate!
But after the lovely verbal smack I took, I can understand why you'd refrain.


But, oh man, I can kind of understand how it feels to be away from someone you love so much. It's really hard. The situation I'm recalling in my life isn't the same, but I felt a lot of the same emotions. It gets better. And she'll get better.

 

[SilentEyz]

Thank you Both.. I just needed to vent on it a little bit

 

[andcuriouser]

Any time, don't even worry about it.

 

[TheOriginalJames]

Vent to your hearts content.

 

[SilentEyz]

Vent to your hearts content.

Lol, that would take a loooonnnnggg time.. But Hey, I have been sipping and you never know.. I tend to ramble and talk and Type alot when I have been

 

[andcuriouser]

Type away!

 

[TheOriginalJames]

Go for it... I'm about to go to bed cause I gotta get early up tomorrow. (blah)

But I'll read it.

 

[andcuriouser]

I'll be here still!

 

[SilentEyz]

Well I Probably Will, But I Doubt it will be tonight, I am off here soon also..3 am comes early, and I have already been thinking to much.. But be sure to stay Tuned,

And again,.. Thank you

 

[andcuriouser]

Stay tuned for the next episode...

No problem!

 

[UncleBacon]

good luck...I kind of know how you feel for the last 8 years I've been in the navy and away from all my nephews and nieces...I get to see them when ever I go home but thats the hardest part of being away