i walk through this life of twisted fate with my eyes closed
i behold the world in my mind
i fantasize my life and times, my struggles and strifes
the pains and whoas ive gone thru
they cut the the sharpest knife
my constant worries, my everlasting fears
come alive everyday when theres no one near
im trapped in this world like a caged primate
this world is nothing but a zoo
the torment i feel makes me want to come unglued
im falling apart at the hinges
i beat my firsts on the floor
i dont want to feel this agony anymore
maybe if i slip myself a chemical mickey
the troubles would end?
but then what would happen to my family and friends
i so long for this life to be so much more than it is thru my eyes
trapped in my own little corner everyday is redundant
wheres the excitement, liveliness? the surprise?
wheres the love i want?
where's the love i need?
i still search for these answers
i still search for me...
i still walk the winding road thru this world
life continues to go
tell me why though... that it seems like i have nothing to show...
for the trials and tribulations...
i should have so much more
but i dont so i still knee with my fists pounding on the floor board
i behold the world in my mind
i fantasize my life and times, my struggles and strifes
the pains and whoas ive gone thru
they cut the the sharpest knife
my constant worries, my everlasting fears
come alive everyday when theres no one near
im trapped in this world like a caged primate
this world is nothing but a zoo
the torment i feel makes me want to come unglued
im falling apart at the hinges
i beat my firsts on the floor
i dont want to feel this agony anymore
maybe if i slip myself a chemical mickey
the troubles would end?
but then what would happen to my family and friends
i so long for this life to be so much more than it is thru my eyes
trapped in my own little corner everyday is redundant
wheres the excitement, liveliness? the surprise?
wheres the love i want?
where's the love i need?
i still search for these answers
i still search for me...
i still walk the winding road thru this world
life continues to go
tell me why though... that it seems like i have nothing to show...
for the trials and tribulations...
i should have so much more
but i dont so i still knee with my fists pounding on the floor board
