The PW Game Part III

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RedRyder said:
I'm thinking you could be right. I am seriously considering taking on another life... I mean a different one.....
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Me too, my dahlin...me too. I sort of look at the past year and wonder wtf I was thinking and doing. But it's never too late to start fresh and there is nothing that cannot be undone. Life is short and nothing is permanent so might as well do the best and most that you can...that's all you can do!
 
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BlackCherry said:
Me too, my dahlin...me too. I sort of look at the past year and wonder wtf I was thinking and doing. But it's never too late to start fresh and there is nothing that cannot be undone. Life is short and nothing is permanent so might as well do the best and most that you can...that's all you can do!
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How do you walk away from all the luggage? .... and the love? I've got people depending on me for tons and tons. I am like a rock. I would suck big if I just dropped it all and tossed it aside and walked out. I've gotten in the car and made the wrong turn and tried to keep on going just to feel the freedom for a bit. I was never free. The weight I carry is heavy heavy stuff. It is a part of me.

I ended up turning back and feeling even more guilty. How would I feel if my people did this to me? I would feel mortified. Shocked. Stunned.

Hmmmm..... I wonder if they ever felt like me?
 
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How do you walk away from all the luggage? .... and the love? I've got people depending on me for tons and tons. I am like a rock. I would suck big if I just dropped it all and tossed it aside and walked out. I've gotten in the car and made the wrong turn and tried to keep on going just to feel the freedom for a bit. I was never free. The weight I carry is heavy heavy stuff. It is a part of me.

I ended up turning back and feeling even more guilty. How would I feel if my people did this to me? I would feel mortified. Shocked. Stunned.

Hmmmm..... I wonder if they ever felt like me?
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There are ways of freeing yourself without leaving everyone and everything behind. But believe me, if you knew the situation I was in right now, I think you'd find we are on the same page carrying the same sentence. If anyone knows how you feel, I do...which answers your last question...yes...everyone feels that way. I'm still learning how to move forward with it as well...but there is always light at the end of the tunnel. I got a fortune cookie once that said this, "Keep on charging the enemy so long as there is life." As silly as it sounds, every time I find myself in a situation like this, that goes through my head.
 
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There are ways of freeing yourself without leaving everyone and everything behind. But believe me, if you knew the situation I was in right now, I think you'd find we are on the same page carrying the same sentence. If anyone knows how you feel, I do...which answers your last question...yes...everyone feels that way. I'm still learning how to move forward with it as well...but there is always light at the end of the tunnel. I got a fortune cookie once that said this, "Keep on charging the enemy so long as there is life." As silly as it sounds, every time I find myself in a situation like this, that goes through my head.
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I've talked to a couple of my friends who were determined to find something different than what they had and did it. I thought, wow, they are really strong. The word stupid never entered my head. Then I heard back from two in particular who totally regretted the steps they took. Not right away. There was no going back. Apparently, they just wanted something fresh and different and temporary. They got that all right. Now they are just floating around and even unhappier than they were to begin with. That's what keeps me from acting on any foolish notion I might have to explore other opportunities.

I just need some really good stuff to happen again. I'm gonna keep looking for the light at the end of the tunnel. Just hope a train doesn't get me first!
 
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Da ammmmm.... I have the same friggin' disease.....

Not to worry though..... I'm pretty sure this thread will die long before we do!
 
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