all i want to do is tell you the things that are true,
the emotions that fill my head
the concern and even the dread
of whats to become of everything that i may have done,.
a warning some advice
but my mind doesnt want to pay the price
for the response that i will receive
the words that proceed
to incur the guilt the emotional wounds opened and spirit spilt
upon the floor of debate,
tear soaked fear of causing the hate
that makes you turn away with my mind racing and nothing to say,
the dry flavor of my own silent erruption,
trying to sheild you from the destruction you are blind to see,
clouded and biased because its comming from me,
my overreaction based truly on care,
my shatter confidence my burden to bare
as i walk away with so much more to say,
the worry that follows me dusk into day,
the love that bids me to not let it go,
the truth that i am too eager and afraid to show,
no desire to change you yet wishing it wasnt the same,
wanting the serenity for the very things that came
into my life when the time was right,
the treasure thats always worth the fight.
the emotions that fill my head
the concern and even the dread
of whats to become of everything that i may have done,.
a warning some advice
but my mind doesnt want to pay the price
for the response that i will receive
the words that proceed
to incur the guilt the emotional wounds opened and spirit spilt
upon the floor of debate,
tear soaked fear of causing the hate
that makes you turn away with my mind racing and nothing to say,
the dry flavor of my own silent erruption,
trying to sheild you from the destruction you are blind to see,
clouded and biased because its comming from me,
my overreaction based truly on care,
my shatter confidence my burden to bare
as i walk away with so much more to say,
the worry that follows me dusk into day,
the love that bids me to not let it go,
the truth that i am too eager and afraid to show,
no desire to change you yet wishing it wasnt the same,
wanting the serenity for the very things that came
into my life when the time was right,
the treasure thats always worth the fight.
