suicide

[CuteGirl25]

This is delicated to my Bestfriend who i lost 7 years ago.. "Renee" 1982 - 2000 R.I.P

She felt pain, anger, and lost .. I hope god is looking after her, i really miss her..

Can my life get better?
Or is it gonna stay?
Can I start again?
Or will it go away?
Can I ask you something?
Why did God choose me?
Can I take I back?
Or will it always be?
Can I find my mummy?
But why?d she leave me here?
Can I stop this hurting?
Who? ll wipe away my tear?
Can you make me happy?
Then why am I so sad?
Can you tell me exactly why?
Why were you so mad?
Can you take my life?
Cause I dont want to live
Can you tell me why you left?
I have my life to give
Can you tell my daddy
That it?ll be ok,
I?ll be waiting for him
And I'll see him soon.. one day
Cant somebody hear me,
Promise you wont cry?
Cause it was my decision
It was my choice to die
Can you promise something?
Please smile when I go
I shouldve told my love my heart
I guess he?ll never know
Can you understand me?
I?m sorry but it?s true
I couldn?t handle all the shit
That I was going through
My spirit inside, was captured
But I?ve just set it free
Tell everyone I?m sorry
But if you would only see
Abuse is really painful
I couldn?t take the pain
Don?t forget I?ll wait right here
To see you once again
I love you for your friendship
Promise not to cry,
I?ll see you in another life
I love you?..and goodbye

 

[Kat]

wow thats so moving. very well done

 

[Boomer]

Beautiful. Well done. I hope that helped release some of the pain. *hugs*

 

[Jersey]

reminds me of my BFF Tricia 1981-1997

 

[SilentEyz]

Very good.. Thank you for Sharing..

 

[Chimera]

.........beautiful........

 

[Johnny]

That reminds me of my
Ex-girlfriend Ashley
1988 - 2004

Sorry for bringing this thread back

 

[CuteGirl25]

Im sorry to hear that Johnny.. she justs wants you to be happy.. i know its sad when they go.. its hard to get over the pain, i lost my bestfriend and her brother, police shot him dead, then found out my friend hung herself.. its really sad :-(

 

[Johnny]

Sorry about that CuteGirl25

 

[sundvlfn88]

Beautiful!!

 

[CuteGirl25]

Thanks Johnny - life goes on, just live life and make the most of everyday.. just be happy and healthy.. get married and have kids.. (in the future) I hope everything goes well for you..