So Frustrated

[hart]

I'm not feeling all that well anyway. Joe was an arsehole yesterday. True I drove his truck yesterday (he was putting snow tires on my car) and when I pulled into the carport I hit a big container of used oil with the truck. It's close quarters and he procrastinates in throwing the used oil away and lines it up in the carport. I should have just pulled into the driveway but in the winter we put the truck partially in the carport so frost not on the windshield in the am.

So the oil gushed out over the truck hood. Quite a geyser. So I go indoors and tell Joe. He comes unglued. Screams at me how I can't drive, cusses. That if I have ruined the truck paintjob he's getting a new truck, etc., for about 20 minutes. Now I apologized all over the place. But hell, it's not like I meant to. Shit. if he had gotten rid of those discarded oil containers from oil changes of 6-8 mos ago instead of procrastinating they wouldn't be there, right? Anyway, he cleaned the truck. I ran a hot bath for him and he muttered about it all nite.

So I wasn't in a good mood anyway and today has been crappy and I feel sick. I broke down at work, some guy I'm trying to work with over some phone issues is being a prick and although everyone knows it I'm getting so frustrated. I ran to the ladies room to cry and now am trying to make it through the day. I wish I was a better actress, people look at me and know I've been crying. I can't wait for this day to get over with!!!!!!! I just don't want anyone to be nice to me!!! Be mean, be funny, just don't be nice to me in person....you know? :mad

 

[AUFred]

I hope your day gets better.

 

[rback33]

My day is almost as good.... Smile honey. It will get better.

 

[hart]

Thanx Fred

 

[Darrell]

Awww sorry Hart. I hope your evening goes better than your day.

*hugs*

 

[Joe the meek]

I sincerely hope your day gets better.

So I go indoors and tell Joe. He comes unglued. Screams at me how I can't drive, cusses. That if I have ruined the truck paintjob he's getting a new truck, etc., for about 20 minutes. Now I apologized all over the place.

Joe sounds like he could use some anger management classes. It was an accident, and if he screams at you for having an accident, I can't help but feel sorry for you having to live with such an asshole. And yes, feel free to tell Joe I said so. Takes a real man to scream at his wife for having an accident.

 

[Staci]

oh wow! i hope that tonight was better hun

 

[Mystic]

i think i'd do it again just to piss him off for screaming at me:ninja, if i were you. its like clean that shit up boy or i'll make a habit of runnin' it over. :tooth Either that or kick him in the nuts.

...but seriously, what a shit day you had *hugs*

 

[hart]

Thanx guys. Joe usually doesn't react that way. He's been depressed a lot lately and with him, when he's depressed he gets angry at the slightest thing. Me, I turn it inward. He apologized when I got home about over-reacting. The truck looks okay. I still don't feel well today, I'm on some horsepill anti-biotics because I have an infection on my front tooth. These pills are huge and they leave a horrible aftertaste in my mouth if I take with food and gum, mouthwash, everything doesn't seem to make it go away then I get upset stomach. So with all that I that f*ck it and decided to stay home today. Tomorrow being Veteran's day I'm off anyway so if Joe turns on me again I have four whole days to dispose of his body

 

[porterjack]

the four days comment made me smile

that is the hart i know and love

 

[hart]

What's even better Porter is it's 50 degree, so the grounds not frozen if I decide to go for burial:tooth

 

[rback33]

Yeah... I am still laughing at the four days comment myself.

 

[Staci]

if you need help with the body let me know.....:ninja