slipping away

[Kat]

I’m thinking of yesterday of memories that will never fade.
The scars remain…to point the blame
of all that I have done.

Desperately trying not to fall apart again.
But looking down I see an old friend.
So easy to draw that old red line.
Thoughts running rampant in my mind.

Wondering what I’ve got to lose.
Is it even for me to choose?
Trying to escape my past,
Yet hoping each breath is not my last.

Struggling to grab hold of whatever sanity remains.
Just thinking these thoughts makes me ashamed.
so much has changed…but still remains the same.

The fears…the tears….they’re always here.
Please make them go away.

 

[BigSkippy]

everyone has theie own writing style. You are a true writer and I can see you understand that.

I like your style!

 

[SilentEyz]

Beautiful as always Kat, Thanks for sharing

 

[Kat]

thank you both

 

[peppermint]

That's really great. I like it a lot.

 

[elluko]

Wondering what I've got to loose.
Is it even for me to choose?

I love that part especially.