I'm impressed with myself... I somehow turned my alarm off this morning while I was still sleeping. So I didn't wake up until 820a instead of 740a. The weird thing is that I'm actually more tired this morning than I was yesterday when I woke up at like 630am.
Awesome... I get to be reamed in my meeting in 30 minutes because my boss is a goddamn stupid fucktard that doesn't understand shit about what I do. Plus the IT Manager at our parent company is also a fucking clueless moron that acts like he knows shit about what I do and then tells my boss that I'm not doing my job.
Fuck this goddamn motherfucking bullshit. I'm so goddamn fucking sick and fucking tired of it. If I don't get this other job I think I might just shoot myself in the fucking head. It'd be a helluva lot better than having to put up with this shit day in and day out.
Wow... I had to explain to him three different times what was going on with a server. I'd say something, and then he'd immediately ask me to explain what I just explained.
I was thinking about getting a passport, simply so I'd have one if/when I ever decide to leave the country. Then I discovered that it'll cost me $205 for the book and card, or $165 for just the book. Boo. I guess I don't need it that badly right now. :24:
Way too damn much on my mind... can't fall asleep for the life of me. Tried going to bed an hour ago... didn't do me any good. I guess I'll try reading to make myself tired now.
So... today would've been my 9th wedding anniversary. It's definitely for the best that we're divorced now, but it's still something of a bittersweet day for me. I'm just glad that I don't have to interact with her at all today since she and my son are out of town. She's tried to make me feel bad the last few years, which is entirely fucked up.