Oh Kat.
Sorry, I thought it was in a jokey way you said you are a retard. Over here, it is said messing about, although the word is frowned upon here. I dnt actually say that word myself, but that's what I took it to be.
I had no idea this was bothering you about him being out tonight - or rather, where it is he has gone to, more's the point. I was in chat, then by time i got bk here, you were gone I think.
I understand why you agreed for him to go - you didn't wnt to be the nagging partner eh, maybe? Also, the reason you gave above, hoping he wld notice yr feelings and that you didn't really want him to go there. Well, yes, it is true - they dnt read our signals at all, men, like we do theirs, so he probably hasn't a clue that it'd be eating you up inside.
Plus, I wld be miffed too, if my partner hadn't bn near me for so long, but wants to go look at other female bodies.
Just be careful though, as SRC above says, that it doesn't come out in anger - that wld be a struggle for you to clear that one up.
On the other hand, seems like he's gonna do it regardless of yr feelings, anyway. In his mind, it seems he has split already, so he's decided to move on very quickly (that is heartless, I have to say, but he's done it) to let you know in his way, you have split?
It's bn really horrible for you lately and so soon after the baby too. I wish he cld see how you are hurting hun. I know it's not fair to you and all, but you show him that you are strong and that you mean what you say and you will cope without him. Having yr own place may not be so bad after all. Seems he doesn't show u any respect at all.
Plus, if he's off out to a club or wherever, then he'll be full of drink anyway.
Take good care, eh?
