Any one else ever get tired of all the crap people feed you. Im fed up wit it right now. The crap that is really geting my goat right now is this:
So I have been talking to this girl online for about a month and a half now. She only lives about 45 minutes from here so its not that big a deal to go and see her. I asked her out last week for saturday night and she told me she had a birthday party. Then she said this weekend would be good. OK she resceduled to another date so she really wants it to happen right.....aparently not. I sent her a message monday trying to set up some plans for this weekend and its now saturday mourning and I have heard nothing back. I can understand that she is busy cause she has a 4 year old and is in school full time but in a week you can find 5 minutes to send someone a message back, even if it says something like I will get back to you a little later or something came up or god forbid no I dont want to go out. Seriously I am a big boy, I can take a rejection cause god knows I have had it a few times in my life. A girl I have never personaly met before rejecting me isnt gonna put a dent in some of the other rejections I have delt with. Seriously I take rejection mutch better than I take being blown off. With rejection at least I know and dont have to let my mind take controll cause it runs shit into the ground. I dont take to beeing blown off verry well. Its one of the things I kinda go crazy over. The last 2 girls that blew me off got a phone call every day for 3 months, and none of them ever answered the phone. Damnit if you would have just answered the phone and told me to get lost I woulda cause thats all I want is the courtesy of being told something. God damnit I think Im gonna become a monk so I dont have to deal with this shit any more. And yea, this girl better be glad I dont have her phone number cause if you dont like me y not make you hate me....lol