I hate women sometimes...I think I really need to cut my ex out of my life...she came over tonight and I know why she came over but I wasn't going to give her the satisfaction(she wanted a booty call)...we watched donnie darko and the whole time she kept on trying to cuddle with me but I wouldn't do it...I kindly pushed her away and said it hurt my sunburn...one of the main reasons she comes over is because she misses the attention I use to give her and after something happened about a month ago(I wont get into) I don't do it anymore(and no this isn't the crazy ex V that I told you about)...show her the attention that is...after my last ex and I broke up in march we started talking again...it seemed like we were doing everything together again...crazy...anyway...about a month ago that fell apart...she was getting attention from other guys but now they aren't showing her the attention anymore she comes crawling back thinking she can keep me on the back burner...now I don't want to say that I'm cold to her because I still try to stay on a friendly level with her but I will never again have any emotions or feelings for her...she pretty much killed all those in me last month...now I'm just rambling....ok...well when she left she gave me a big hug and I opened the door and said good bye not in a mean matter but as I watched her walk down the stairs I saw her shaking her head in a matter like she knows she fucked up and knows she doesn't have a chance with me anymore relationship wise...and then I started feeling bad because its sad...I treated this girl very well and deep down thought there was potential for us to be long lasting when we were first going out...there is a lil more but I wont bore you guys anymore with my ramblings
until you find the right person, each relationship is supposed to be a lesson learned in life, and prepares you for the next one...no matter how much it hurts.