PW Game Part II

[Wookiegirl]

and this was yer gran's house?? !! :eek

 

[jassilem]

and this was yer gran's house?? !! :eek

Yes my nan willed the house to my mom before she passed away and mom's to sign it over to me when we move home... But until then instead of leaving it empty they have been renting it out... :surrender And they end up with nut cases in it all the fucking time...

 

[Wookiegirl]

well if t hey're getting evicted maybe you can go home sooner??

 

[jassilem]

well if t hey're getting evicted maybe you can go home sooner??

That doesn't change the fact that we can't afford to move... :surrender

 

[Wookiegirl]

oooer
yuh
clearly i'm not thinking things thru

 

[jassilem]

oooer
yuh
clearly i'm not thinking things thru

It's alright sweetie!.... I am to the point where I think too much... :willy_nilly:

 

[Wookiegirl]

don't think
it makes live easier

 

[Wookiegirl]

aight i'm out for a bit
might be back later
*hugs*
chin up lil lady

 

[jassilem]

aight i'm out for a bit
might be back later
*hugs*
chin up lil lady

Sorry I missed saying bye.... Jim made supper and I hate to eat...

I will try to keep my chin up.. it's not easy..

*hugs*

 

[RedRyder]

HUG

What an enormous thing and said in only 3 letters.

 

[jassilem]

*hugs* Red.

 

[RedRyder]

*hugs* Melissa xxx

.... and a wee *hug* for Liam.....

 

[jassilem]

Thanks

 

[RedRyder]

I think I need a warm place and some sunshine and lots of greenbacks to spend on whatever I want to spend it on.

I think I'd better have one hell of a good dream tonight in order to accomplish that feat!

 

[jassilem]

I know that feeling...

I would settle for snow and rainy cold of PEI than being suck here much longer...

 

[RedRyder]

I have always loved PEI since the show Road to Avonlea was on years ago. They portrayed such a laid back lifestyle and small town atmosphere. Although, at times, I bet it might get boring. But at least with family surrounding you, it wouldn't be so bad after all.

 

[jassilem]

I have always loved PEI since the show Road to Avonlea was on years ago. They portrayed such a laid back lifestyle and small town atmosphere. Although, at times, I bet it might get boring. But at least with family surrounding you, it wouldn't be so bad after all.

Charlottetown is busy enough for anyone that needs that kinda thing.

But yes it's laid back and quite just the way I like it. :surrender

I am not a city girl and living here drives me nuts.. plus lots of other things...

Charlottetown is 35 min away from my houses... and we aren't far from the ferry... I just miss everything about home right now.

 

[RedRyder]

If it's you and your hubby's goal to get back there one day, it'll happen.

It's the time you put in now where you are until then that will be the hard part.

But at least you have each other and soon Liam.

Together you should be fine until that day you can all go to PEI.

 

[jassilem]

If it's you and your hubby's goal to get back there one day, it'll happen.

It's the time you put in now where you are until then that will be the hard part.

But at least you have each other and soon Liam.

Together you should be fine until that day you can all go to PEI.

I just hope you are right.

The way things are going just make me feel like.. why do I bother... :surrender

I normally love this time of year but I do understand the statistics of it being the most depressing time of year... I am getting that totally right now.

I can't wait till Liam is born because then I might get some rest... I will have mom here and Jim is planning on taking his vacation too so I will have lots of help and family that care about me... Jim cares all the time but he's so tired from work that he just can't keep up.

 

[RedRyder]

It's easy to get discouraged. It's easy to feel saddened. It's easy to have a pity party too. Sometimes you just need to feel those feelings for a little while and then you've got to put them in a place in the back of your mind.

Then you've got to look at all the good things in your life. Big stuff and the little stuff too. You've got to get your spirits up and take time to focus on the positive stuff.

I know sometimes I can't see the good stuff because the awful stuff is so great, like right now in my life. I've been dealing with some issues for the past few years that are big things. I keep thinking my shoulders aren't that big.... the world is getting freaking heavy. And that plate I have.... shit is overflowing.... and that's two plates now!

But I'm still smart enough to know that getting all down and crushed by it can't be good for too long. I can picture myself standing at the edge of the cliff and the wind is so strong that it will blow me off at any moment. But saving me is my ties to family and friends. Those ties hold me firmly from falling off. Now all I have to do is turn around and make it back to those family and friends and be me. Not be the person feeling crushed by it all.

Does that make sense? I hope so.