You know what this is about..
As an update, we talked on the phone last night for a little while. I asked him what he meant by saying that he doesn't know how he sees me, and he thinks I've changed.
He said he won't know what I'm really like anymore until we see each other face to face again.
As in, he wonders if my personality or my physical or emotional being itself has changed.
Myself and my whole persona have morphed into something different... pft.
I guess it makes sense.
I'm nervous though.
I haven't seen him since, now, four months.
It's like reverting back to something you were so fond of and then forgetting all the rules and stuff... like Mario.
You used to be the shit at playing and then you forgot how to throw the fucking turtle.
You know what I mean?
It's like starting over.. but not really..