not mine but this is how i feel right now

[Haus]

part of the lyrics from Disturbs " down with the sickness"

Drowning deep in my sea of loathing
Broken your servant I kneel
Will you give in to me?
It seems what's left of my human side
Is slowly changing... in me
Will you give in to me?

Looking at my own reflection,
When suddenly it changes,
Violently it changes!
OH! No, there is no turning back now
You've woken up the demon... in me!!


I can see inside you, the sickness is rising
Don't try to deny what you feel
Will you give in to me?
It seems that all that was good has died
And is decaying in me
Will you give in to me?

It seems you're having some trouble
In dealing with these changes!
Living with these changes!
OH! Now the world is a scary place
Now that you've woken up the demon... in me!

 

[Jersey]

awesome song, but sorry your feeling that way hausy

 

[Haus]

thanks. i appreciate it.

a person close to me doesnt believe that people can bring out the bad in people.

and i believe that they can.

i totally believe this Quote made by lex luthor on smallville about his father
this is not exactly the quote but close to it

"i dont believe people are born with bad in them, but it's people like my father that bring it out in them"

this person is destroying me and making me someone i dont want to be but cant get rid of them cause there family.

 

[SilentEyz]

I had family like that, They are usually the one's who can bring it out of you.

Some of that family I did have to walk away from, bcse I could not keep being the person they made me be, I hated what they brought out in me,

And the family that brings out the bad in me now, not so easy, I need to walk away, but could never forgive myself if I did, and everyday I become less of who I am and more of who they make me.

Never really heard this song before, but it makes sense.

 

[SloMoFo]

sorry to hear =(