EVERYBODY KILLA
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Boy its been a day, im sure no one cares, but its beena long day.
I cant even start by saying i woke up, because I never slept to begin with. I just showered at 6 and smoked a blunt at the bus stop. I was so baked on the ride to school I had trouble getting up when it was my stop. It came to my first class of the day. I was still baked. I didnt know what was going on. I was in auto tech. I was cutting the exhaust system off of a car. I forgot to hold up the front bar, and so the muffler and half of an exhaust pipe falls. The shit almost got me injured if it wasnt for my steel toe boot's. That was a fucking close call. My high was wearing off after 2 periods.(My auto tech class takes up 2 periods). As i started getting sober again I could feel the pain and guilt come back again. The fact that I never really did what i promised to him. As i kept thinking about it, the more depressed I got. So i skipped my third class of the day digital art to smoke in the bathroom. So iev got half an ounce of some fire in my bag but no more honey duth's to roll up into. I try leaving the school...and what do you know... those security fools actually think they can run and catch up to me. I guess it was kind of fun having school security chasing me across the main road into the neighborhood's. They were persistant let me tell you. They chased me for almost a mile. Conveniently i ended up in front of a 7-11. So i walk into the 7-11 and asked for a 5 pack of honey dutch's. To my luck, no honey dutch's. I had to settle for some white owl's or some phillies. But no, they dont sell pack's only singles. Try to squeeze out every penny from me. I ended up getting 2 phillies and 2 white owl's. Then she has the nerve to ask me for my ID. I show it to her, and it clearly said my birthday, im 17. But she doesnt care. Im sober and pissed so i just grab my shit and walk out. I rolled a nice and fat philly. Smoked it back to school, and i brought that shit back to life. I swear I almost got hit by a car but it was worth it. I looked at myself in a car miror. I had to wait a while before going back into school. My eyes were bloodshot red, and it was very obvious I was high. So i ended up skipping my 4th class engineering. So as i hear the bell ring, its now lunch time. My cell is ringing, and if it isnt my favorite fiend, Jessica. I swear, this girl is one bad bitch. I got respect for her like she one of my boy's. She stunningly pretty and she can beat any guys ass. I told her if she can meet me in the woods across the street I would smoke her and 2 of her friends up for free. I rolled up those 2 white owl's. Just the 4 of us in the woods passing the blunts around. As we passed the blunts around she asked me what I did today. After I told her iev basicly been high all day...thats when she stopped being my friend and started being like my mom or something. Sheese telling me i cant just smoke my problems away and shit, and smoking wont make him raise up out of his grave. I know he dead, but if I dont smoke i dont know what im gonna do. Its so hard, I cant deal with it any other way. I know smoking weed is the worst way to deal with your problems. Its my fault, if I would have never got him into it he would still be around today. i told him to stop, i told him it would get him killed one day. he didnt listen to me. I got him into it, but only he could get himself out. He didnt want to get himself out. Oh shit, im off topic.... Anyways I got REALLY REALLY high off smoking 2 more fat blunts. I thought I should atleast walk to Pre-cal...shit atleast jessica could babysit me in that class incase I started geekin or doing stupid shit. Heh..I was in NO CONDITION to be doing math let me tell you. I had trouble controlling myself. I just kept quiet or else I would have said something really stupid. I saw Josh across the room. Josh is just some random kid who gives out Adderol pills for free. So i took a few from him thought I would try it. Those are some amazing pill's. I took 3 and i sobered up real fast. I was real focused. For the last 10 minuites of class I was taking notes and stuff. Because I was in the mood to do work..i decided togo to english. We are reading some gay play called McBeth in that class. Those adderol pills really are amazing. I didnt even realize it but I hadbeen taking notes the whole time. Thats some amazing shit. I was quiet and just taking the notes on the board. 1 more class in the day left..Web development... but then I remembered that we had a stupid pep rally today. Peprally's are pretty stupid, and school spirit is pretty gay. Im not going to a stupid pep rally. I just skipped wed development because then i would have to go to the pep rally. I walked outside and I rolled a baseball bat walking down the avenue. I just sat on the curb. I hadnt even lit it up yet.. but it was like whenever I wasnt high i kept remembering how it was my fault that he died. I felt like calling his mom and telling her I was the reason it happened. He started a real long time ago though, i had been done pushing by now. I tried to get him to let it go but he was making too much money. It was my fault he got into it to begin with. He has such a bright future ahead of him, he was the only kid I used to know who kept honor roll all his life...well until her started getting involved with us. Anyways as i took the first hit of this one i had to put it out. I just started throwing up. I dont know what the fuck I was throwing up because I hadnt eaten today. I was throwing up straight bile i think...either bile or some kind of fluid. It wasnt chunky like normal puke. I walked back to 7-11 and got some gatorade. I got the lemon gatorade rain. It felt amazing going down my throat, it was like i could feel it going through my system. It was kind of amazing. So i took the metro bus home...that was a nice ride. I just had the song puff puff pass on repeat mode on my ipod nano. I got off at walmart and decided to walk the rest of the way. I tried my luck at relighting the blunt. I smoked that shit up, and it lasted a while. It didnt go out until I went to the bottom of the neighborhood. I think one of my neighbors saw me walking blazed up the road. I kind of fell, so it was obvious. I got pissed so i ditched my roach in his mailbox. I just got in the house and went to sleep, it was around 2:30 PM. Then i woke up at 11pm. I would continue but shit its 6:58am and im tired...my body's getting chills and im going numb.. so im out..
Sorry if i wasted anyone time, but i had to let it out. I dont get to talk to people much nowdays.
I cant even start by saying i woke up, because I never slept to begin with. I just showered at 6 and smoked a blunt at the bus stop. I was so baked on the ride to school I had trouble getting up when it was my stop. It came to my first class of the day. I was still baked. I didnt know what was going on. I was in auto tech. I was cutting the exhaust system off of a car. I forgot to hold up the front bar, and so the muffler and half of an exhaust pipe falls. The shit almost got me injured if it wasnt for my steel toe boot's. That was a fucking close call. My high was wearing off after 2 periods.(My auto tech class takes up 2 periods). As i started getting sober again I could feel the pain and guilt come back again. The fact that I never really did what i promised to him. As i kept thinking about it, the more depressed I got. So i skipped my third class of the day digital art to smoke in the bathroom. So iev got half an ounce of some fire in my bag but no more honey duth's to roll up into. I try leaving the school...and what do you know... those security fools actually think they can run and catch up to me. I guess it was kind of fun having school security chasing me across the main road into the neighborhood's. They were persistant let me tell you. They chased me for almost a mile. Conveniently i ended up in front of a 7-11. So i walk into the 7-11 and asked for a 5 pack of honey dutch's. To my luck, no honey dutch's. I had to settle for some white owl's or some phillies. But no, they dont sell pack's only singles. Try to squeeze out every penny from me. I ended up getting 2 phillies and 2 white owl's. Then she has the nerve to ask me for my ID. I show it to her, and it clearly said my birthday, im 17. But she doesnt care. Im sober and pissed so i just grab my shit and walk out. I rolled a nice and fat philly. Smoked it back to school, and i brought that shit back to life. I swear I almost got hit by a car but it was worth it. I looked at myself in a car miror. I had to wait a while before going back into school. My eyes were bloodshot red, and it was very obvious I was high. So i ended up skipping my 4th class engineering. So as i hear the bell ring, its now lunch time. My cell is ringing, and if it isnt my favorite fiend, Jessica. I swear, this girl is one bad bitch. I got respect for her like she one of my boy's. She stunningly pretty and she can beat any guys ass. I told her if she can meet me in the woods across the street I would smoke her and 2 of her friends up for free. I rolled up those 2 white owl's. Just the 4 of us in the woods passing the blunts around. As we passed the blunts around she asked me what I did today. After I told her iev basicly been high all day...thats when she stopped being my friend and started being like my mom or something. Sheese telling me i cant just smoke my problems away and shit, and smoking wont make him raise up out of his grave. I know he dead, but if I dont smoke i dont know what im gonna do. Its so hard, I cant deal with it any other way. I know smoking weed is the worst way to deal with your problems. Its my fault, if I would have never got him into it he would still be around today. i told him to stop, i told him it would get him killed one day. he didnt listen to me. I got him into it, but only he could get himself out. He didnt want to get himself out. Oh shit, im off topic.... Anyways I got REALLY REALLY high off smoking 2 more fat blunts. I thought I should atleast walk to Pre-cal...shit atleast jessica could babysit me in that class incase I started geekin or doing stupid shit. Heh..I was in NO CONDITION to be doing math let me tell you. I had trouble controlling myself. I just kept quiet or else I would have said something really stupid. I saw Josh across the room. Josh is just some random kid who gives out Adderol pills for free. So i took a few from him thought I would try it. Those are some amazing pill's. I took 3 and i sobered up real fast. I was real focused. For the last 10 minuites of class I was taking notes and stuff. Because I was in the mood to do work..i decided togo to english. We are reading some gay play called McBeth in that class. Those adderol pills really are amazing. I didnt even realize it but I hadbeen taking notes the whole time. Thats some amazing shit. I was quiet and just taking the notes on the board. 1 more class in the day left..Web development... but then I remembered that we had a stupid pep rally today. Peprally's are pretty stupid, and school spirit is pretty gay. Im not going to a stupid pep rally. I just skipped wed development because then i would have to go to the pep rally. I walked outside and I rolled a baseball bat walking down the avenue. I just sat on the curb. I hadnt even lit it up yet.. but it was like whenever I wasnt high i kept remembering how it was my fault that he died. I felt like calling his mom and telling her I was the reason it happened. He started a real long time ago though, i had been done pushing by now. I tried to get him to let it go but he was making too much money. It was my fault he got into it to begin with. He has such a bright future ahead of him, he was the only kid I used to know who kept honor roll all his life...well until her started getting involved with us. Anyways as i took the first hit of this one i had to put it out. I just started throwing up. I dont know what the fuck I was throwing up because I hadnt eaten today. I was throwing up straight bile i think...either bile or some kind of fluid. It wasnt chunky like normal puke. I walked back to 7-11 and got some gatorade. I got the lemon gatorade rain. It felt amazing going down my throat, it was like i could feel it going through my system. It was kind of amazing. So i took the metro bus home...that was a nice ride. I just had the song puff puff pass on repeat mode on my ipod nano. I got off at walmart and decided to walk the rest of the way. I tried my luck at relighting the blunt. I smoked that shit up, and it lasted a while. It didnt go out until I went to the bottom of the neighborhood. I think one of my neighbors saw me walking blazed up the road. I kind of fell, so it was obvious. I got pissed so i ditched my roach in his mailbox. I just got in the house and went to sleep, it was around 2:30 PM. Then i woke up at 11pm. I would continue but shit its 6:58am and im tired...my body's getting chills and im going numb.. so im out..
Sorry if i wasted anyone time, but i had to let it out. I dont get to talk to people much nowdays.
