MJ's Blue Lagoon

[jassilem]

I am having far too much fun laughing at other people's sarcasm and bitchiness today.. :24:

And I am far too scattered to play nice.. so I just giggle and go back to what I was doing.

 

[purpledove]

I am having far too much fun laughing at other people's sarcasm and bitchiness today.. :24:

And I am far too scattered to play nice.. so I just giggle and go back to what I was doing.

Can I join you?

I voluntarily expelled myself from that department...so i just L0L too...it's a lot more FUN :24:

 

[purpledove]

In the same note, I tested myself today......but then again- it's not worth my time

Enjoying friendly chats is better, aye

 

[jassilem]

Can I join you?

I voluntarily expelled myself from that department...so i just L0L too...it's a lot more FUN :24:

In my case I would just get myself in trouble if I said what I was really thinking..

In the same note, I tested myself today......but then again- it's not worth my time

Enjoying friendly chats is better, aye

It's easier that way yes.

 

[jassilem]

Okay.. the more I think about it.. the more I think this is going to be a new rule in my car...

If you don't drive don't tell me how to or where to go..

Also on roadtrips.. the children are in the backseat.. this also includes the temper tantrum throwing 56 year old child...

For the love of all things holy.........

I was so close to pulling off to the side of the road yesterday and just saying.. I don't' fucking care if you don't' have a licence if you want to go that way.. I am going to say fuck you.. and go crawl in the back with babes and go to sleep.. cuz you sir cannot find your way out of a wet fucking paper bag.. But instead.. I chewed on my bottom lip turned the tunes up.

 

[purpledove]

Good choice :thumbup

Have you ever wondered though what passive aggressiveness does?

 

[jassilem]

Good choice :thumbup

Have you ever wondered though what passive aggressiveness does?

With him.. I only give back what I get..

And I think a lot in my head and won't say it..

 

[purpledove]

I've done that many times and it retaliates back affecting my heart is why i asked. I hope it doesn't have any after effects on you?! :unsure:

My MD stated, good thing psychologically am stable but then without me knowing, medically it can still show itself through other means

I was suggested to vent out through journalling. I used to do that and i stopped- I am starting that again.

 

[jassilem]

I am pretty close to the point of no return of late anyway.. Something had to change one way or the other.

As for my state of well being.. I have been here my whole life.. this really isn't anything new for me.

I talk about it with a couple good friends and it's enough for now.

I don't like to write because it can be found.

 

[purpledove]

Yeah, I get what you mean. That was my thing too before esp with court hearings that it can be used against me hence i stopped. But it's over now hence i am free as a bird. L0L

You're in a tough situation. Hang in there :nod: Liam is sure making you smile every day which is good enough to lighten up the pressure ....a smile is good enough for us moms, eh?!

 

[jassilem]

The other night when I was getting Liam ready for bed.. He cuddles up with me on the couch and goes to sleep..

He puts his arms around my neck and says to me "You beautiful Mommy beautiful." He didn't make me cry or nothing.. but he does stuff like that all the time.. So I know I am doing it all right for him if he can be that free with the way he expresses himself.

 

[purpledove]

Yup :nod: you truly are. Keep it UP ^

 

[jassilem]

I am trying.

 

[purpledove]

G'morning

Trying is all we can do. How i wish there is an instructional manual for parenting eh.
( I know there are guide books out there, but i think yah know what i mean )

 

[jassilem]

LOL I do know what you mean..

I am more of a trial and error girl myself anyway..

What I wouldn't give right now for a couple more hours sleep this morning... Stupid power went out and the fan went off... the lack of noise woke me up ..

 

[purpledove]

Me too...i need more sleep. I was supposed to work today till i got woken up @ 4 am with a terrible dizzy spell, abdominal cramps, headache. Ugghh....but am better now.

Hope u get ur sleep....

 

[jassilem]

Ouch that doesn't sound too good.

Oh I know there will be no nap for me.. Liam isn't that kind LOL.

 

[jassilem]

Okay get a message from my nephew today on FB.. well on my phone from FB.. my account on my computer doesn't see it cuz I have him blocked but anyway... (Not sure how the hell that works)

It turns out his mother and him and sorry for the crap they have caused.. (I don't believe this but I will humour him for the time being).

He is writing to inform me the man who completely messed up my inheritance and my mother's life (trying to kill her etc) is now living some where outwest.. (which is where I am now)

My nephew then goes on to tell me that he and his mother have nothing to do with his father anymore. This I cannot believe cuz they have stood by the freakshow this long I am thinking they won't cut strings no matter what.

So now I am trying to figure out how to tell my mother that not only is my half sister and nephew trying to contact me.. that they want me to give her their best and tell my mom that her abusive ex bf is now near me.. ....

I told my nephew thanks for the heads up and I will think about the rest.....


Then to top off the day.. I am battling wicked homesickness.. And flu like feeling since I got up.. I am achy, tired, and upset tummy...

Can someone please put me out of my misery?

 

[Dana]

Okay get a message from my nephew today on FB.. well on my phone from FB.. my account on my computer doesn't see it cuz I have him blocked but anyway... (Not sure how the hell that works)

It turns out his mother and him and sorry for the crap they have caused.. (I don't believe this but I will humour him for the time being).

He is writing to inform me the man who completely messed up my inheritance and my mother's life (trying to kill her etc) is now living some where outwest.. (which is where I am now)

My nephew then goes on to tell me that he and his mother have nothing to do with his father anymore. This I cannot believe cuz they have stood by the freakshow this long I am thinking they won't cut strings no matter what.

So now I am trying to figure out how to tell my mother that not only is my half sister and nephew trying to contact me.. that they want me to give her their best and tell my mom that her abusive ex bf is now near me.. ....

I told my nephew thanks for the heads up and I will think about the rest.....


Then to top off the day.. I am battling wicked homesickness.. And flu like feeling since I got up.. I am achy, tired, and upset tummy...

Can someone please put me out of my misery?

Sounds like a lot of drama llama... LOL They might be sincere but theres no real way to know for sure...

 

[jassilem]

Sounds like a lot of drama llama... LOL They might be sincere but theres no real way to know for sure...

And I don`t trust my half sister at all.. she`s cause some trouble along the way...

I do believe my nephew about mom`s ex though..