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Something to ponder on a Sunday morning
Well, it's a cold Minnesota morning, the air has a brisk bite to it, the clouds have replaced the sunshine, and the trees are prepped for winter, as their leaves have fallen long ago, and their bark has grown extra strong in preparation for a long winter hibernation. Most of the birds have flow south except for the hardy types that stay year round, the dogs have grown their winter coats, and the city fold have adorned their stylish winter gear.
I wake this morning to a new, yet very familiar presence entering my room. Before I can open my eyes, my nose can sense the smell of freshly brewed coffee - the aroma fills my room, yet my nose quickly detects the smell of a clean fresh smell, one very fragment yet soft and delicate, yes this smell is the smell I was hoping it would be - it is the woman of my dreams. She gently sits on my bed, and snuggles with me in her own special way...okay she just plopped her buttocks on me, and said.."Morning" and than giggles...lol.
My German Shepherd who is grumpy and who likes know one, is wearing a red-scarf and panting with and excited glee...He is happy to see this new, yet quickly familiar woman. Before I know it, my big tough dog is wearing this woman’s red winter scarf, and he doesn’t fight it - he prances around the house with pride...with an attitude than can only resemble Paris Hilton on the cat walk at some sort of high end fashion show...I would give a name of some funky, quirky fashion, yet I’m just a guy and my style starts and ends at Fleet-Farm...so just bare with me...lol.
This woman makes me feel alive, yet I have so many pains from the past, I feel like I do not know how to accept this new and sincere love this wonderful woman has to offer. I've been in a few long term relationships - a few lasting almost 3 years, and yet I have had many short term relationships. None of the women in my past have ever cared so much for me as this current woman, yet I fight the love she has to offer. Why do I torture myself and not accept the gifts of love this woman has to offer? I’m 34 and should have figure out this whole relationship thing long ago, yet somehow I have failed in this venue.
Things have happened so fast in the 2 weeks this lovely woman has been in my life. Yes, we have had our share of struggles, but is it possible that within 2 weeks you can know this person is the right one? How is this possible, isn't there some sort of time line a person needs to go buy...or wtf....I cant go by my past, as all have been failures. What is the meaning to all of these new and unique feelings this woman brings out in me? To be continued....
Well, it's a cold Minnesota morning, the air has a brisk bite to it, the clouds have replaced the sunshine, and the trees are prepped for winter, as their leaves have fallen long ago, and their bark has grown extra strong in preparation for a long winter hibernation. Most of the birds have flow south except for the hardy types that stay year round, the dogs have grown their winter coats, and the city fold have adorned their stylish winter gear.
I wake this morning to a new, yet very familiar presence entering my room. Before I can open my eyes, my nose can sense the smell of freshly brewed coffee - the aroma fills my room, yet my nose quickly detects the smell of a clean fresh smell, one very fragment yet soft and delicate, yes this smell is the smell I was hoping it would be - it is the woman of my dreams. She gently sits on my bed, and snuggles with me in her own special way...okay she just plopped her buttocks on me, and said.."Morning" and than giggles...lol.
My German Shepherd who is grumpy and who likes know one, is wearing a red-scarf and panting with and excited glee...He is happy to see this new, yet quickly familiar woman. Before I know it, my big tough dog is wearing this woman’s red winter scarf, and he doesn’t fight it - he prances around the house with pride...with an attitude than can only resemble Paris Hilton on the cat walk at some sort of high end fashion show...I would give a name of some funky, quirky fashion, yet I’m just a guy and my style starts and ends at Fleet-Farm...so just bare with me...lol.
This woman makes me feel alive, yet I have so many pains from the past, I feel like I do not know how to accept this new and sincere love this wonderful woman has to offer. I've been in a few long term relationships - a few lasting almost 3 years, and yet I have had many short term relationships. None of the women in my past have ever cared so much for me as this current woman, yet I fight the love she has to offer. Why do I torture myself and not accept the gifts of love this woman has to offer? I’m 34 and should have figure out this whole relationship thing long ago, yet somehow I have failed in this venue.
Things have happened so fast in the 2 weeks this lovely woman has been in my life. Yes, we have had our share of struggles, but is it possible that within 2 weeks you can know this person is the right one? How is this possible, isn't there some sort of time line a person needs to go buy...or wtf....I cant go by my past, as all have been failures. What is the meaning to all of these new and unique feelings this woman brings out in me? To be continued....
