TheOriginalJames
Well-Known Member
I've got bills piling up. I can't remember what Brian has paid me for already on the bills, my mortgage payment was due on the first and I sent it on the fourth thanks to the accident on Friday.
My loan was 4 days late thanks to the accident on friday. We're fucking slammed with bullshit at work and I can only do so much driving the Cavalier without a ladder or ALL my tools.
I had to go to Gas City for some stupid fucking Chevy dealership tent sale. 3 miles from the office on the way back the piece of fucking shit Cavalier runs out of gas. No gas light, it's above the E... no warning. Just dies.
To top it off we can't process any income or jobs because our Server died over the weekend so my brother has been reuploading everything, the last full back up was from early July. Do you know how much shit even a small business goes through in a month? It took 18 hours to upload all of the calls data...
I'm having such bad luck with cars, i wreck a truck and run a car out of gas within 4 days. I feel like absolute shit. Completely depressed and alone. The best part is I have NO idea why, I've spent two days with 3 of my best friends over the weekend.
Brian keeps bugging me about getting my exhaust on my car. I want to but I don't have the energy to fuck around with it. I ordered drywall for my bathroom and was going to pick it up last saturday, but once again, the accident completely fucked me up. I have too much on my mind and I can't sleep. I laid in bed for an hour and a half last night, I had to come lay on my couch and watch tv to fall asleep last night.
I need to find a punching bag to let some of this go... I don't know if I'm just paranoid about pissing my dad off anymore about vehicles or if I'm just feeling overwhelmed right now, but something has to give and I'm afraid it's going to be me.
My loan was 4 days late thanks to the accident on friday. We're fucking slammed with bullshit at work and I can only do so much driving the Cavalier without a ladder or ALL my tools.
I had to go to Gas City for some stupid fucking Chevy dealership tent sale. 3 miles from the office on the way back the piece of fucking shit Cavalier runs out of gas. No gas light, it's above the E... no warning. Just dies.
To top it off we can't process any income or jobs because our Server died over the weekend so my brother has been reuploading everything, the last full back up was from early July. Do you know how much shit even a small business goes through in a month? It took 18 hours to upload all of the calls data...
I'm having such bad luck with cars, i wreck a truck and run a car out of gas within 4 days. I feel like absolute shit. Completely depressed and alone. The best part is I have NO idea why, I've spent two days with 3 of my best friends over the weekend.
Brian keeps bugging me about getting my exhaust on my car. I want to but I don't have the energy to fuck around with it. I ordered drywall for my bathroom and was going to pick it up last saturday, but once again, the accident completely fucked me up. I have too much on my mind and I can't sleep. I laid in bed for an hour and a half last night, I had to come lay on my couch and watch tv to fall asleep last night.
I need to find a punching bag to let some of this go... I don't know if I'm just paranoid about pissing my dad off anymore about vehicles or if I'm just feeling overwhelmed right now, but something has to give and I'm afraid it's going to be me.
Aww James... Im so sorry your going through all of this. You have to try and remember (as hard as it may be right now) that things will get better soon. Everyone has days/months/years like this... but just keep working and things will start to pay off. <hugs> Im here if ya need someone to talk to.
