I hate nerves.

I was all sittin here worried about my money situation for some inane reason. Then I got home and did my checkbook only to find out that I have waaaaaaaaaay more than enough to keep me covered, hell I could splurge some even though I'm not.

I keep thinking like I'm in February of 05 where I really had jack shit accomplished and no money in the bank from week to week. I really hate that time in my life. I had no special skills, no important jobs, nothing to show for being 23 and out on my own. Hell guys, I don't know how the fuck I managed to even keep my car. I'm honestly surprised I didn't miss a month and have it reposessed.

I dunno what this is really about, I think I'm just really fucking bored. Tired too, I had 19 wire runs to do today, and I crawled through a dirty, fiberglass insulation filled attic to get it done.

Is anyone else as bored as I am?
 
I don't even have any dr pepper left. and I don't feel like going to the store.

I'm relieved that I'm ahead of the game now too, but I still get anxious about money because I usually know how much I have but I don't want to spend it. I'm still in super economy mode, just how I should be... but don't want to be.
 
So do like I used to do and set aside a few dollars here and there in a jar for spending on bs. It isn't money you'd count on, but it'll usually still be there if ya happen to find yourself in a bind in the future...unless you actually DO spend it on something silly. *smiles*

Agar did some grocery shopping today while I was being tortured 40 miles away, so I have both DP and Oreos. Damn, I love him. *swoons*
 
fugg it. I'm entirely too bored. I'm going to the store.

Sitting money aside - won't work. If I have it, I'll use it. If it's in the bank I won't, mainly because my Credit union doesn't have ATMs. That's good, because ATM cards have gotten me numerous 25 dollar overdraft fees in the past.
 
I don't have to use the money for clothes thats just what we get it for.....as long as all my uniforms are ok I can spend themoney as I like.....I have to replace to sets of uniforms from wear and tare that will cost about $100 after the patches and what not are all sewn on...I also need a knew pair of boots so that another $80 after that its money in my pocket
 
hey yeh i no, i hate nerves, i just recently started driving and i was SHIT scared! and when you meet sum one new, or going out on a date, i get that really horrid butterflys in me belly lol :wink
 
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