Aww, you lot are just the best there is.
Thanks Suzie for this thread, although I thought I had actually got away with it lol
I am afraid I messed up in my pm's to Suzie over the weekend and had typo probs (I wasn't even drunk lol) and typed the wrong day for my birthday!
Anyway, thank you so much for all yr messages, they are lovely and have cheered me up just reading them.
I haven't been on here much the last three days, as things have happened that made me feel less 'with it' and too upset to post much at all.
My fiance is no longer my fiance - he decided that he no longer wants to get married, or give any commitment at all to me after all.
It has hurt me a lot, even though the old cliches such as 'time will heal' and 'better to know now' and all that, are true, for now it is still raw and upsetting. I hope it all calms down soon. Obviously I still love him and will do probably for at least a long time, but at the same time, I will move on and get on with things to be done.
I have a very very special, precious son to keep me company and to be there for me, so at least I am not without completely.
I don't hate him (my now ex), I can't do that it's too strong a negative feeling. Hate's not a word I ever use about a person. I will probably end up being friends with him because it's too much to be nasty and I don't see the point in that.
Anyway, after a weekend of misery, I am trying to get through things now - it was the most miserable birthday I have had just about, apart from as a child, but now I have too much to do to keep being upset.
Thanks all again, for those really thoughtful messages. You have cheered me up, so that has been a great start for my Monday.
Love ya all!
