Excerpts from my Journal.

[Lurker]

I've been writing in a journal(s) since I was about 7. I'm gonna show you some shit I've wrote, and no I don't consider them shit. haha.


"Looks like everyone is gone. No holding back. There's a decline between the mutal feelings I share with the world. As if, I am nothing, or no one. A scattering newspaper rolling across the street, or a junkie in the alley. Really, there is no difference. In reality, they are both equal. Worthless in the same quantity, or quality. I progress forward, creating a line of thought, distracting everything, and everyone who encounters me.
Is society as dangerous as the heroin flowing through the junkie's veins? Why do I feel lonely in this world?

Am I just the only one who gives a fuck about life and it's "attrocities"?


Hopefully not.




I wrote that at about twelve years of age.

 

[RedRyder]

That's deep for a twelve year old.

..... from watching movies or actually seeing things around you?

 

[Ryder]

Sounds like something from a movie to be honest.

 

[Lurker]

From a movie? Hm. That's a nice compliment.

 

[Lurker]

How does it sound like something from a movie, and you answer your question red ryder, I was developing friendships in seventh grade when I found out these kids didn't like me for who I was but mainly for my taste in fashion, which made me hurt pretty bad. I just don't see how society is just so fucked up.

 

[Goat Whisperer]

I don't think it's possible for a 12 year old to write that way, no offense, but my diary from that age, and most people's I know, were pretty broken up thoughts and not very emotionally inclined or real. They would be like "I went to my friends house today. She is fun. I really like soda. I hope we don't have a test tomorrow. I am so crushing on this boy."

End.

I really mean it. That's what most were like

Maybe you were older?

 

[Ryder]

From a movie? Hm. That's a nice compliment.

Yes it is isn't it?

 

[Guyzerr]

I don't think it's possible for a 12 year old to write that way, no offense, but my diary from that age, and most people's I know, were pretty broken up thoughts and not very emotionally inclined or real. They would be like "I went to my friends house today. She is fun. I really like soda. I hope we don't have a test tomorrow. I am so crushing on this boy."

End.

I really mean it. That's what most were like

Maybe you were older?

I mean like maybe he's a lot smarter or mature than you were at 12?

 

[Goat Whisperer]

I mean like maybe he's a lot smarter or mature than you were at 12?

I dunno why you are being such a pissy jerk lately, but it's pretty annoying.

 

[Guyzerr]

I dunno why you are being such a pissy jerk lately, but it's pretty annoying.

If you're referring to that animal abuse thread you had it coming. The same goes for the post in the photography section where you posted something in reply to Zirc's problem. You didn't reply to either of my posts and because of that I assume it's because you don't have a valid or helpful response due to your inexperience. As far as this one is concerned I made a comment that was relevant as well as possible. If ya think I should agree with everything you say you're dreaming. When I do agree with you I'm a nice guy right. :24:

In the end I'm just responding to your posts and I'm not doing it any differently that I do to any other person when they say something I think is stupid.

 

[Lurker]

Alright guys, before this turns into some stupid argument thread, yes, I was very mature then I should have been at that age, mainly because of the trauma and other bullshit I went through over the years, I would write that, and a few other similar poetic lit in my journal, and yes, I understand that it's not very understanding for a "normal" twelve year old to write something so strong at that age, however, i wasn't your average twelve year old boy, any other questions?

 

[Goat Whisperer]

If you're referring to that animal abuse thread you had it coming. The same goes for the post in the photography section where you posted something in reply to Zirc's problem. You didn't reply to either of my posts and because of that I assume it's because you don't have a valid or helpful response due to your inexperience. As far as this one is concerned I made a comment that was relevant as well as possible. If ya think I should agree with everything you say you're dreaming. When I do agree with you I'm a nice guy right. :24:

In the end I'm just responding to your posts and I'm not doing it any differently that I do to any other person when they say something I think is stupid.

In the animal abuse thread I wrote a lengthy response and then my internet crashed and I lost it; I decided it wasn't worth rewriting.

In the photography thread my memory card had gone missing and I forgot about responding until you just reminded me.

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Just because you disagree with someone it doesn't mean you have to be bitchy about it--as you have been with almost everyone lately. You don't know everything and it makes you look stupid when you act like you know everything and we easily see that your wrong. I know your going to say that's hypocritical--but it's not. I don't act like I know everything--there are just a few specific things that I know quite a bit about. There are plenty of threads I don't reply too or I add little too because I don't know much about the subject.

 

[Goat Whisperer]

Alright guys, before this turns into some stupid argument thread, yes, I was very mature then I should have been at that age, mainly because of the trauma and other bullshit I went through over the years, I would write that, and a few other similar poetic lit in my journal, and yes, I understand that it's not very understanding for a "normal" twelve year old to write something so strong at that age, however, i wasn't your average twelve year old boy, any other questions?

Too late

Well it's very interesting that you were that mature at that age then :thumbup

 

[Guyzerr]

In the animal abuse thread I wrote a lengthy response and then my internet crashed and I lost it; I decided it wasn't worth rewriting.

In the photography thread my memory card had gone missing and I forgot about responding until you just reminded me.

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Just because you disagree with someone it doesn't mean you have to be bitchy about it--as you have been with almost everyone lately. You don't know everything and it makes you look stupid when you act like you know everything and we easily see that your wrong. I know your going to say that's hypocritical--but it's not. I don't act like I know everything--there are just a few specific things that I know quite a bit about. There are plenty of threads I don't reply too or I add little too because I don't know much about the subject.

I'm not going to respond to your post because I really don't want to cut you to ribbons in front of the class as tempted as I am.

 

[Goat Whisperer]

I'm not going to respond to your post because I really don't want to cut you to ribbons in front of the class as tempted as I am.

Oh right of course you can.

Just because you are more popular then me doesn't mean you're right.

 

[Guyzerr]

Oh right of course you can.

Just because you are more popular then me doesn't mean you're right.

Trust me when I tell you it has absolutely nothing to do with popularity. If I were you I would leave this alone before I cut loose with a fatherly type reply. In closing I would suggest you go back to those two threads and re-read what I typed. Then use it as a learning tool and move on.

 

[Guyzerr]

Alright guys, before this turns into some stupid argument thread, yes, I was very mature then I should have been at that age, mainly because of the trauma and other bullshit I went through over the years, I would write that, and a few other similar poetic lit in my journal, and yes, I understand that it's not very understanding for a "normal" twelve year old to write something so strong at that age, however, i wasn't your average twelve year old boy, any other questions?

Kinda sums up what I thought all along. Nice to know.

 

[Goat Whisperer]

Trust me when I tell you it has absolutely nothing to do with popularity. If I were you I would leave this alone before I cut loose with a fatherly type reply. In closing I would suggest you go back to those two threads and re-read what I typed. Then use it as a learning tool and move on.

Wisdom doesn't automatically come with age. Nothing does - except wrinkles.

 

[Guyzerr]

Wisdom doesn't automatically come with age. Nothing does - except wrinkles.

I know. The op was 12 when he wrote that? Kinda backing up my point btw. Thanks.

I don't gotz no wrinkles yet. My skin is on pretty tight. :eek

 

[el sloc]

I've been writing in a journal(s) since I was about 7. I'm gonna show you some shit I've wrote, and no I don't consider them shit. haha.


"Looks like everyone is gone. No holding back. There's a decline between the mutal feelings I share with the world. As if, I am nothing, or no one. A scattering newspaper rolling across the street, or a junkie in the alley. Really, there is no difference. In reality, they are both equal. Worthless in the same quantity, or quality. I progress forward, creating a line of thought, distracting everything, and everyone who encounters me.
Is society as dangerous as the heroin flowing through the junkie's veins? Why do I feel lonely in this world?

Am I just the only one who gives a fuck about life and it's "attrocities"?


Hopefully not.




I wrote that at about twelve years of age.

You have impressive literary skills, writing of that caliber at such a young age is amazing; you could be Harvard material with chops like that