Okay, this is a blog entry I posted on the 20th of march in 2008, I was only 16 :24: I was such a nutcase and a n00b!
Too Much Woorrkk
Man I hated today soooooo much!!! Could people get any weirder/annoying/stranger/crazier? Is it just me or are people treating me differently, especially since Tuesday. Fuck man, this is so shit as.
I find it hard to talk at recess and lunch now – I feel like everything I say is like, useless or just not necessary.
Does it have to be funny or normal or what?
Technically I’m not normal, to ask that of me is like asking a whale to stop being huge.
Clearly impossible…if I am not mistaken?
I really feel like writing a story lately; with learning about how to write decent paragraphs in narratives in English recently, it does not surprise me.
Just a simple technique of showing, but not telling lol.
And today I felt so sick. I HAVE to stop eating so much chocolate, especially when it’s not even Easter day yet and I am undergoing habits that would put me up Fat Creek lmao.
Maybe I should give you an overview of the shit things that occured today:
* being told off by a teacher about one of my buttons being undone
* being told off again by the same teacher a little while later about my button and wearing another ring
* barely socialising at recess and lunch
* feeling like some of my friends have changed…hmmm…
* getting stressed about assignments and stuff, mainly for music cause it requires so much to get an ‘A’
* having a fucking STUPID maths test in Period fucking 5 today which meant that we couldn’t go home early at 2 p.m like anyone usually would, and ruining MY TIME!
So as payback for that, I coincidentally accidentally did Part A and Part B on the same sheet of paper. Lmao, I love my subconscious little vengeful actions.
They can go die. Anymore tests like that and they are heading straight for a good kick up the arse!
My main annoyance at this moment is probably my ‘lack of being talked to’. Yes I can be quiet, but I have changed quite a bit this year, maybe sparing my bad temper and awful use of swear words. But you know, a lot of the times I’m talking, making a joke or two, quite happy, laughing over some pointless shit or mucking around with somebody. So all of this may mean I’m being a bit extroverted? Well, people are helped with this in figuring out if something is wrong with me, because obviously if I ain’t doing any of them, then something’s up my arse aye?
Majority of the shit I have became pissed off with has been probably:-
(a) people being dickheads and being dumb
(b) people who don’t explain things properly and are totally normal
(c) the things I mentioned before about lack of communication, blah blah..
(d) having an “Angry Day” where everything I do makes me angry as I always end up screwing it up somehow
(e) being misunderstood after clearly stating something…come on.. it ain’t that hard to read something correctly!
(f) guys being massive dick knobs sometimes; how long can one wait? *HINT HINT*
(g) people not realising something that is vital for them to realise…hmm, it’s just too easy isn’t it?
(h) my incredible lack of sight into my own problematic situations
(i) normal people being so stupid and boring
(j) bloody wankas going on the computer in MY time!
(k) just people who go against my likes..
Well now that was kinda pretty long much-ish?
Cause you know, school and life are two both important, vital, but very time-consuming things which equals hello, there are going to be bad aspects as well..
Wow, who doesn’t know that?
So yeah, that is the end for now really. Really really!
xox – Kimmeh – xox