and so i move on

[Bagel]

it comes to that point where i don't know how to find a resolve
i can't change it no matter how hard i try
i swallow my pride accept it,
and so i move on


i was 4 or 5 when i met my mother,practically a stranger
my aunt was more a of a parent to me..but the law is written
i swallow my timid emotions
and so i move on

i was 7 when i was told who my father was..and then told again who he really was
honestly i still don't know the truth
i swallow my distain
and so i move on

i was 9 when mothers love died and she turned to stone
i raised myself and my brother as best as i could
i swallow my childhood
and so i move on

i was 12 or so when i figured out what sex really was
i learned alot from thsoe videos
i swallow my innocence
and so i move on

i was 14 when i decided on my religion
i still am unsure where my beleif lies
i swallow my faith
and so i move on

i was 16 when i first found love as i thought it should be
she betrayed my trust
i swallow my confidence
and so i move on

graduation was the day i felt i was free
i sit here on another night the same as many before
i swallow my dreams
and so i move on

i found love again and probably the best freind i will ever have
we are fighting as it seems what for i'm not sure
i swallow my opinion
and so i move on

i'm at another point where the path is unsure
i have responsabilities to keep and need for ambition
i swallow myself
i swallow my pride
i swallow the things left unsaid
i thank everyone for giving me the trials and granting me the strength


and so i move on

 

[SilentEyz]

I had to read this a few times, There is lot of emotion and pain in your words. A sadness and yet a strength which many seek and never find.

In your final words alone "and so I move on" shows there is always hope

 

[Bagel]

... no matter how depressed i get..no matter how upset i get i always carry on..thsi poem was more or less to express the larger representations of where i have to decide to either move on..or drown myself in hopelessness

and your nto the first person that has called it "strong"

i call it resilliant and stubborn..and possibly a detachment...but i have no PhD to back it up

but thanks for the possitive feedback i do enjoy knowing i am understood

 

[random guy 517]

any other time it would have sounded like a tragedy film i wouldnt watch, but the personal stories and the fact that its REAL gives it character and meaning...depth, if i could put it that way. it was excellent. =)