2/4ths of my family! Addison and Lauren

[teh_fuzz]

Im feeling kinda shitty today. Tonight will be one of the last days I get to spend with them before the wife separates to "think". I need to feel a bit upbeat about this, in hopes that she realizes that we can work things out.

So In order to try and forget about the shit going on right now, I decided to post up a few pics of the rest of my family, we are kinda broken at the moment but i am hopeful we will be whole again.

So here they go:

Addison a few mornings ago She kinda looks like me but she has her mothers eyes... AMAZING ones at that:



Pimping out her new excersaucer in the front porch later that day.


This pic is strikingly similar to one pic have of Staci... the face, the look...



The other 2 most important things for me atm (Lala with bib she stole form addie and Addie).


Lauren (Lala):


Now Addie's first pool experience! (labor day trip to GAMRA's)
My aunt is holding her, shes raised a lot of us as well as a lot of our kids, shes a real sweetheart and I love her as much as I love my momma!

 

[SouthOfHeaven]

oh my goodness how adorable! hodl strong *hugs*

 

[teh_fuzz]

And the best picture of Addison!
I love the gums on ehre and you can see her little tooth coming on the right side of her lower gum!

 

[SouthOfHeaven]

i think laura is absoloutly adorable!

 

[Mrs Behavin]

Beautiful babies! Your a lucky guy to have such beautiful girls!

 

[Elle]

OH. My Gawd! They are adorable!

 

[COOL_BREEZE2]

Lovely pics Fuzz. Adorable.

BTW, I think the separation is a very good idea. Will give an opportunity for healing without the pressure. Plus, you know what they say....Absence makes the heart grow fonder.

Hold in there buddy. Do the best that you can but don't smother her. Give her the time she needs to sort things out. And control what YOU can----->You<---. And by that I mean too...don't try to control her or overwhelm her. Let the rest fall in place naturally.

 

[TheOriginalJames]

Cute kids, Fuzz... I have a question for you btw... the name Esteban, were you ever on a site called chicken and pickles under that name?

 

[teh_fuzz]

thanks CB,
Im trying but not wanting any part of what is going on here, makes this a lot harder than it appears to be.

Like ive stated before my fears are that she will completely detach from me, and this would just start a whole other round of shitty feelings. the past few days have been horrible, we are staying in the same house, we sleep in the same bed, etc, etc.. but the fact of the matter is that this separation is looming over my head big time. I guess it is nothing but just fear of the unknown.

I do think I would eventually be ok, I mean i have my girls 3-4 days a week, that should do me well.

I have just always had a terrible fear of being alone. not alone as in alone, but more along the lines of nobody to be with.

 

[TheOriginalJames]

Oh and I'm sorry for the separation fuzzy, I know it can't be easy. I wish the best for ya man.

 

[teh_fuzz]

Cute kids, Fuzz... I have a question for you btw... the name Esteban, were you ever on a site called chicken and pickles under that name?

haha yes I was!

that was the old civicland crew...
Eric
Erik
Biohazard (though he stopped chatting with us a long time ago)
Calesta (mike)
Julz (Julie)

Were you on there?

 

[TheOriginalJames]

After seeing the EP3 you had, and then seeing Esteban in the pictures I got to thinking so I went to the old Civicland and found Esteban was from Houston too... huge coincidence right there. lol

Yeah I was on there with Calesta and all them, I'm 2000Si from Hondaswap and the old Civicland. How'd you find OTz, unless baggedsplash told ya about this place.

 

[teh_fuzz]

surprisingly I wanted to look for a place with none of the OMGWTFBBQ!!!111 kiddie bull shit that seems to run rampant on most forums nowdays. If you rememebr correctly i was a mod in the old CL, and I loved helping the admins on that site, it was something I liked to do in a site that was about what I liked (cars).

It took me a while, to find a place to settle in, and this place just popped in on Bigboards lol. I lurked for a little bit and saw that a lot of the people here werent little dumbfucks, so I joined.

Cant say its a bad place, people here make you feel welcome, read your posts and can give you sound advice. I couldnt post half the stuff I post here on other forums withouth having some idiotic little asshat come in and try to be cute for his friends.

wow that went long lol

 

[TheOriginalJames]

I know the feeling. There have been a shitton of boards I've been on just like that with the little kiddie crap. I've been here since the beginning of it and have loved it here. I enjoyed civicland because it was smaller than HS, and no one gave you crap on there for asking noob questions like they do on HS. Anywho, sorry to help hijack this thread. lol

 

[teh_fuzz]

haha no worries man, if anything you brought some good memories haha

I Still see calesta from time to time on Houston-imports and the last i heard of him was that he was moving out of houston i think to somewhere in Arlington i think. he lioved pretty close to my house but neer had the time to meet up for aa beer or anything lol

 

[BaggedSplash]

lol you 2 are crazy as hell!! i used to post on CL WAAAAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY back in the day!!! i didnt go there much anymore after i got rid of my Civic. i prefer HondaSwap.com. i go there all the time...well im a moderator . have been since day 1!! MIke (Calesta) is a cool cat. ive talked to him a few times on the phone. hes the one that made my 2 emoticons on HondaSwap.com...lol.

 

[Natasha]

Beautiful girls you have there!!!

 

[teh_fuzz]

Why thank you!