converseing with myself

[Kat]

maybe a little but give it time and we'll turn them fully to talking to themselves

 

[Charmer]

I bet you're not as crazy as I am!

 

[Charmer]

I talk to myself all the time....I talk back to the computer.......I talk back to the TV......I talk back to the radio.......

Impressive, intelligent, one-sided conversations I have, too!!

 

[elluko]

My dark side always thinks the opposite, hes so negative
Youre the the negative one
Stay out of this.
Errrrr...

 

[Charmer]

There are times when I tell myself to shut up, outloud. Pretty sad..........

 

[Charmer]

Yes, I have voices inside my head.....it's very creepy the way they want to scream!! HE HE, but I control my voicebox, not them! So go to sleep inside there already! It's almost midnight! :confused

 

[elluko]

There are times when I tell myself to shut up, outloud. Pretty sad..........

Must be embarassing.
Shut up!

 

[Kat]

umm charmer...i think i'm right up there with ya on the craziness thing then...i've done all the above mentioned things quite a bit...lol...no lie

 

[Charmer]

I don't think I post enough in this forum. I post alot over in that other forum these Offtopicz guys have, PoliticalHotwire. James is on there, too. Lemon is still listed as a moderator there, but hasn't posted in almost 5 months.

Dum de de dum dum, shoo be doo be doo be da.......

 

[Kat]

you should post more here .... more writings too... i do wanna say i love reading your stuff

 

[Charmer]

Ahh, thanks so much. I posted a couple, including 'Smash the Glass' over in that other forum, but some of the people thought I was an attention whore, so I didn't post anymore. (Some people did like them, so maybe I'll post more there....I don't know.) But I will in this forum because there IS A PLACE for them and Silent Eyz is a good moderator there. ...AND they're just sitting in binders doing nothing except yellowing with age.

 

[elluko]

Whats politicalhotwire?

 

[Kat]

hey kat i def. think charmer should post of them here...plus after reading some its making me want to get back to my own writing more and more...its inspiring in more ways than one

Yeah so true...and getting back to writing your stuff too may help to clear your head more...it always helped before.

 

[Kat]

yeah yeah I know it helped...I just dont want to write anything bad anymore...thats why i quit...

But its not bad....its sad...and angry sometimes...but also happy and hopeful...you havent been able to write anything like that either... you cant stifle one and have the other work....its all about releasing your feelings...all of them...no matter what they are

 

[elluko]

hey kat i def. think charmer should post of them here...plus after reading some its making me want to get back to my own writing more and more...its inspiring in more ways than one

Yeah so true...and getting back to writing your stuff too may help to clear your head more...it always helped before.

Agree with Kat I do!

 

[Kat]

i guess youre right...and now where to start...i cant just jump back in can I...I dont know if the words will flow as easily since i stifled them for so long now...

Start with your journal...you always got inspiration from your thoughts before...now get off this computer for tonight...go write in there...about your day...about your feelings...hell if you dont know where to start...start with the baby...good will always come from her

ok i'll do it...soon...promise

 

[Charmer]

Whats politicalhotwire?

politicalhotwire.com

It's run by Amy (Mrs Behavin') and mdvaldosta from this forum. We talk politics, mostly, but there are alot of other sections there that are non-political.

 

[Charmer]

Always helps me to write. Music and writing are my escapes...my world....

 

[elluko]

politicalhotwire.com

It's run by Amy (Mrs Behavin') and mdvaldosta from this forum. We talk politics, mostly, but there are alot of other sections there that are non-political.

Whats politics?

 

[Kat]

Always helps me to write. Music and writing are my escapes...my world....

yeah same here...i guess i just quit for awhile after she was born cause it was taking me and my bf awhile to get used to everything...snapped eachothers heads off...i didnt want to have the reminder of it being bad...but i should have thought of it a different way...a reminder of how we made it through one of the toughest times...thats what i need to go back to...it helps me analyze my thoughts and feelings better too...keeps me from being so quick to anger...and hurt....i realize things are different than they first seemed