My father died

[hart]

I have such mixed emotions. He was physically and emotionally abusive as a dad, yet he was a demonstrative parent. My mother couldn't hug or praise me. I am a touchy feeliie person so I craved that.

Oh what the hell. My dad is dead and I am a mess today. Drinking my way thru my emotions.

 

[Darrell]

I'm sorry for your loss.

 

[dkwrtw]

Despite whatever he may have done he's still your father, of course it's going to hurt, I'm sorry for your loss

 

[RedRyder]

Sincerest Condolences.

*hugs*

 

[hart]

Thanx all........damn it hurts

 

[pjbleek]

its never easy hart....big hugs honey

 

[Dana]

Sorry to hear that hart!

 

[Siphorous]

*huge hugs* it won't be easier for quite a while.

 

[Haus]

im so sorry hart!!

 

[AstriaPorta]

will not be easy not much you can do just with time you will feel better

 

[Keight]

Sorry for your loss hun, *hugs*

 

[Codrus]

i am sorry for your loss..i hope this helps

Do not stand at my grave and weep,I am not there, I do not sleep.I am in a thousand winds that blow,I am the softly falling snow.I am the gentle showers of rain,I am the fields of ripening grain.I am in the morning hush,I am in the graceful rushOf beautiful birds in circling flight,I am the starshine of the night.I am in the flowers that bloom,I am in a quiet room.I am in the birds that sing,I am in each lovely thing.Do not stand at my grave bereftI am not there. I have not left.

~Mary E. Frye 1932

 

[brieze]

I'm so sorry. It's hell.

 

[porterjack]

sorry you are hurting hun

make sure you let those who remain, hug and hold ya and dont be afraid to scream hell at the moon

get it out and take it one day ata time

 

[Guyzerr]

I had the same emotions last August when my dad died Hart so I know how you feel. In time it will pass.

My condolences to you.

 

[Thornless]

Deepest condolances hun.

 

[purpledove]

to hear about your loss! (((((hugs))))

 

[jassilem]

I have such mixed emotions. He was physically and emotionally abusive as a dad, yet he was a demonstrative parent. My mother couldn't hug or praise me. I am a touchy feeliie person so I craved that.

Oh what the hell. My dad is dead and I am a mess today. Drinking my way thru my emotions.

I know how you feel, I had a similar relationship with my father. It's not easy and it's hard to define how you feel, you still hurt.

*hugs honey*

 

[Natasha]

I'm very sorry, Hart. *hugs*

 

[AUFred]

condolences