what are you most sorry for in this life ?

Xeno said:
I was just about to turn eighteen at the time. It was an early and a young type of love, but there were things that cemented us as one. I not only lost her that night, but another as well. So, in a sense, my first lesson as a young adult was that life is never fair and that there is no age that keeps one from learning this valuable lesson whether it be at at an early age or older age as well. Since that time I have merely lived my life within the memories of what once was and what is now. It is my own solace that keeps me from going mad in a sense. As I had said once before...my one regret is being responsible for another's life.​
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I won't insult you by asking for details but hear this if you will......let it go, you have to because that's what they'd want you to do. Don't be the third life lost that night. That being said, I love you Xeno my friend, and I hardly even know you, you must be a very special person. xx
 
sexysadie said:
I won't insult you by asking for details but hear this if you will......let it go, you have to because that's what they'd want you to do. Don't be the third life lost that night. That being said, I love you Xeno my friend, and I hardly even know you, you must be a very special person. xx
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Thank you very much for your kindness and caring manner, but I shall never let it go simply because it has created the individual before you today. Though I have lost interest in most things that life has to offer I have awakened to a more important part of life. Helping those whom need help. Being a "big brother" to the kids down at the park. And taking care of some of the elderly as well as learning from them. Whatever life I had then died along with the ones that I had loved and still love till this very day. My new life is something that I shall cherish until it is my time to go as well. No need to worry about me though. I do not blame life. I do not blame others. I do not blame God if one should exist. The blame I have is one that I keep in my own heart. I shall be fine. So long as I am able to help those around me I feel that she is with me always and so is our little one. That is just my own take on things though.​
 
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Xeno said:
Thank you very much for your kindness and caring manner, but I shall never let it go simply because it has created the individual before you today. Though I have lost interest in most things that life has to offer I have awakened to a more important part of life. Helping those whom need help. Being a "big brother" to the kids down at the park. And taking care of some of the elderly as well as learning from them. Whatever life I had then died along with the ones that I had loved and still love till this very day. My new life is something that I shall cherish until it is my time to go as well. No need to worry about me though. I do not blame life. I do not blame others. I do not blame God if one should exist. The blame I have is one that I keep in my own heart. I shall be fine. So long as I am able to help those around me I feel that she is with me always and so is our little one. That is just my own take on things though.​
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The best way I know of, for us to celebrate lives passed, is to live ours to the fullest. We're only given one life to live doll, don't waste it away by giving up on what it has to offer.
 
a touching story lads,



the thing i am sorriest for is: my grandfather, he lives a very tough life, i live in a wide family, i have 6 uncles and 1 aunt, my grandmother died when i was an infant, my father says she always wanted to see me, my grandfather is lonely now, lives with his youngest son my uncle khalid, they are alone, he lives in a sad, boring and quiet place, he sleeps all day untill prayer time comes he goes out, then he comes back and sleep on his old, prehistoric bed, my uncles dont give him enough attention or care, when he gets sick, thy all argue and fight about which one takes him to the hospital, COME ON! his age already passed 100 years and had a tough life rising all his kids, he made sure each and evreyone of them goes to school, he lived long ago and his age will claim him soon i prey not so, dont they think of that?
 
the terrible said:
a touching story lads,



the thing i am sorriest for is: my grandfather, he lives a very tough life, i live in a wide family, i have 6 uncles and 1 aunt, my grandmother died when i was an infant, my father says she always wanted to see me, my grandfather is lonely now, lives with his youngest son my uncle khalid, they are alone, he lives in a sad, boring and quiet place, he sleeps all day untill prayer time comes he goes out, then he comes back and sleep on his old, prehistoric bed, my uncles dont give him enough attention or care, when he gets sick, thy all argue and fight about which one takes him to the hospital, COME ON! his age already passed 100 years and had a tough life rising all his kids, he made sure each and evreyone of them goes to school, he lived long ago and his age will claim him soon i prey not so, dont they think of that?
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Thank you, that couldn't have been an easy story to share:)
 
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