Breaking my silence

itsmeJonB

itsmeJonB

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Last month I went mute. Mainly because I was sick of my life as I knew it. I was going no where in my own eyes and most of it was because I felt like I was doing nothing with my life.

Since then to now, in no particular order, I have accomplished a lot.
For starters, I have been stoned.. every day.. that I have been off from work or my son isnt home, including now
I got a job at a large retail chain, ending my (almost) 2 year unemployment streak. That immediately lit a fire under my ass and by the end of this month I will be moving out from living with my parents back on my own, only with a friend this time.
I met a producer and have been recording. There are two, completely mastered tracks and more on the way of original rap music that I have recorded


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O-k7SVhGiIU http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AHM81zWTb4Y&feature=related

I dont have that restless feeling anymore, that feeling of "what the fuck am i doing" everyday is gone.
Sure my accomplishments are all mediocre and amateurish but they are more than anything I have done in a year and a half.

I would have stayed away longer, but theres a titty competition on the way, so hello I'm back :D
 
That is awesome. My roommate's family always had at least two job's each, but some of his siblings have no job now, and his dad might be getting laid off and his mom struggles to keep anything she finds...

And his sisters even have college degrees! His brother even tried to just work fast food or something, and he ended up getting an interview but not the job.

An interview for fast food!!! They don't do that here...
 
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