i hope y'all'll forgive me if this gets too verbose. i make my living with art. i sing, i dance, i clown, i play horns, people are very, very kind to me. many less affluent people apologize that they don't have more to give me.
tomorrow i will be playing my 8th consecutive thanksgiving concert on the median at the intersection of TX 71 and FM 973 just east of austin. the people will give me more food than my friends and i can eat. at the height of the christmas season, i earn as much as $50/hour. even when cash flow is poor, the audience response that i get has me overawed and filled with the joy of being blessed with the ability to let music spirits flow through me and make people smile, laugh, sing and dance. without the money and gifts, that alone is worth a million dollars a minute to me.
i tell my audience and you, too: make sure your kids know how to play music and they will never go hungry. they probably will never get rich from the music, but no god-loving community will let a dedicated musician starve. there will always be someone to buy their handcrafts too.
i had to learn that the hard way when i got locked out of government and corporate service due to discrimination and blacklisting for my politics. i'm sorry, they whacked kennedy and i stress the they and i won't get off that position. i also will not use the innate talents for learning and motor skills i was blessed with to do things that are harmful to the planet and deadly to people. so i had to find ways to earn money when i was denied employment.
i have some regrets that i haven't been able to fulfill some dreams, but i'm not dead yet and i'm still in good health. in many ways, because nobody outside my family and friend's small businesses would employ me, my career and life path have been a lot more, i don't know how to put it, maybe liberated? definitely living among free and talented people rather than grumpy wage slaves and jackbooted thugs.
wishing everyone a blessed, healthy and prosperous holiday season and humbly begging of the almighty that if its holy self is not ready to end war on our world, that the blessed one will not allow any new ones to break out in the coming days.
happy day
peace