What If

[SilentSinz]

Just a couple of thoughts I had to get out and about!!!

So many thoughts running wild through my untamed imagination. What if I am not ready to father a new child into this world?
What if the child sees me as a failure?
What if….​

I try to be optimistic in life and people tell me otherwise.
Prepare for no sleep in the first couple of months.
Prepare by keeping storage rooms of diapers on hand.
What if I cant
What if….​

Then pessimistic and optimistic seem to run hand in hand.
No sleep not a problem, until work catches up,
Diapers cant be to bad, then you calculate in cost,
What if I fail
What if….​

The I realize why bother worrying that which cant be fixed
So what if I cant
So what if I fail
I tried, that counts
I loved that's enough.​

So I guess when it all comes down to what it really means…
I am to be the best father one can be….
If I fail it will be in success,
If I succeed then ….
Well then what if?
Who cares live life, learn, love and most of all
Enjoy the experience which life has to offer
No What If….
No What If….​

 

[Johnny]

Very Good

 

[Boomer]

I'd imagine you gotta lot of emmotions fukin with you right now man. But you gotta be confident and strong dood. You that babies pappy. ; ) I like the way your confidence built up through it. Almost like we were going through this with you.

Very good work, good way to convey your feelings. *nod rattle rattle*

 

[BKV]

I felt the same way when I first became a father. Things have a way of working out. The stress, the worry it's normal. There's always lots to worry about. One of my worst was something that I was totally not expecting. Suden Infant Death Syndrome. I survived going through that So I figure I can survive anything that fatherhood had to throw at me. Now puberty of adolescent boys is my latest challenge, Magnified with Add/Adhd. This maybe my greatest challenge yet.

You'll be just fine.

 

[SilentEyz]

Everyone Asks themselves The What If's.. Its hard not to.

Great writing and release of thought .. Thank you for Sharing it