unsaid...inside

[Kat]

All the things I want to say,
but never have the nerve.
All the things I want to do,
go on...only to return.
Step back...read between the lines.

These dreams...everything i hope to be.
I know you're out there somewhere.
But i cant find my way.
Take a moment to myself...
search deep inside
only to find the fear that lies beneath.
Mistakes...regrets.
Yeah I have a few...
adding up only more each day.
Can I be like you?
and do the things you do?
Forget...forgive...move on...
let go.

Scared and crying out...
sitting here full of doubt.
what will be my way.
I try...once again to lie.
once again to try to fool myself.

I'm not asking for pity...
only searching for love.
Trying to find the strength inside
that i know has been there all along.
Understand, that this is who I am.
Been left alone, on my own, so many times before.

How can I not fight...for what might be right.
But whens the time you cant fight anymore.
Dreaming...feeling...trying to figure it out.
Im trying to be sure of what i want.

Hopefully I wont get lost along the way.
One more try...
one more time...
before I leave it behind for good!

 

[Xeno]

A truly amazing poem and thank you for sharing as well.​