so Im sure some of you read about the get together I had last night for my friend who passed. I was up really late and had quite a few to drink. Today I feel like crap. I am depressed, tired, and not motivated. I have a second job training a horse. I am supposed to train him 2 times a week after work. Thus far this week I have yet to go out there. I went shopping during lunch today with the horse's mom. She saw how crappy I was doing. Sigh... So I am torn. The funeral is tomorrow so I most likely wont be able to train tomorrow. Therefore that leaves tonight and friday. I am going out of town saturday morning to go camping. I really feel like I need a week off of the 2nd job, but that's not really fair to the horse is it? So what do I do?