Sword and Sheild

[LostAngel]

As these words Clash in my head
i can't speak
correctly
i can't think
clearly
only thing i can do is feel
and even the feelings i feel
are clashing together
i feel like i have a full
blown out war in my head
with every thought
a sword
with every feeling
a shield
there is no
good
there is no
bad
there's no
black
there's no
white
i wish
i could escape
but there is
no way
i am held prisoner
by my
sword.
and
by my
shield
in my head.
the sword
is in my heard.
the shield
is blocking my thoughts.
the sword
is
rusty.
the shield
has holes.
Am i
Winning?
or
losing?
is there
winning
or losing
i think not
i think
this
war
is
Life.​

 

[Xeno]

Very deep and never have words rang out so true.

Thank you for sharing as well.​

 

[LostAngel]

Thank you.