Defenses up, head held high.
Im fighting on, sometimes barely alive.
Trying to find the me inside.
Sick of running, always to hide.
What is this life for?
What chains bind my hands?
As dreams haunt my waking hours.
All my happiness turns sour.
Looking for the key, to release the memories
that keep reminding me of you.
Looking off into the future,
wishing I knew which path to take.
Digging deep for strength within,
just to live without you.
Im not asking for a miracle..
Im just searching for a way.
To live for me,
and her alone.
Once again on my own.
To face my fears, dry my tears,
and keep fighting on.
To face the empty nights,
no one to hold me tight.
Knowing now where I went wrong.
Finally seeing, I dont belong.
A peace of mind ill never find,
until my heart is home.
Im fighting on, sometimes barely alive.
Trying to find the me inside.
Sick of running, always to hide.
What is this life for?
What chains bind my hands?
As dreams haunt my waking hours.
All my happiness turns sour.
Looking for the key, to release the memories
that keep reminding me of you.
Looking off into the future,
wishing I knew which path to take.
Digging deep for strength within,
just to live without you.
Im not asking for a miracle..
Im just searching for a way.
To live for me,
and her alone.
Once again on my own.
To face my fears, dry my tears,
and keep fighting on.
To face the empty nights,
no one to hold me tight.
Knowing now where I went wrong.
Finally seeing, I dont belong.
A peace of mind ill never find,
until my heart is home.